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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

In somewhere else
Feb 28, 2023
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It doesn't matter if I am online, in real life, talking to strangers or just existing, people will always be there to push me down and make it as difficult as possible for me. Having a thick skin is not enough because you have to put up with almost everyone criticising you, insulting you, trying to "catch" you out, and making sure that you are as miserable as them. I would never try to hurt someone else in this way, so I don't understand why other people are so unnecessarily cruel to me. They just look for any excuse to see me as inferior and criticise what I have to say. Most times I say something online there are people who respond unkindly to me or gang up on me. There are even times when I am just walking across the street and people sneer at me or get mad at me for no reason. I am completely sick and tired of being the whipping boy for everyone I meet without even knowing what I've done wrong.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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you did nothing wrong, people are cruel
 
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SpencerSees

SpencerSees

I want to swim until my arms give out 🍀
Feb 22, 2023
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You did nothing wrong, unfortunately "normal" people often dont even consider how their words might affect others. It's cruel and evil but they don't really know any better until they get to that same place you must be rn. You deserve better
 
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