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losermaxxing

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Apr 11, 2026
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I am at the point where I want to plan how to die. I prefer a peaceful death. My favorite would be assistated suicide with lethal injection where my loved ones stand behind me. But thats a luxury I don't have. There are method that looks brutal but a least are quick. On the other hand peaceful methods have risks to go wrong and have fatal consequenes. Hell i am Bad at making descisions - even my final one. And I have no access to guns or chemicals.
 
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losermaxxing

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When it's deadly. I don't want to be more ill and in pain because it got wrong.
 
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Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand as all I want is to cease existing peacefully and finally be free from this torturous, futile existence, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal, dreamless sleep, I see so much terrible cruelty in how dying peacefully is made inaccessible, I hope you find peace.
 
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