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PlateAchoes

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May 10, 2020
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Id like to thank those who reacted and commented on my various posts about my method

Im stating my meto less stat dose in about 20 minutes

Should i start live posting my trip once i drink the solution?
 
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Nipuedoniquiero

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Jun 24, 2020
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Good luck on your final trip. I hope you are at peace with it. ♡
 
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Tripz7

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Mar 1, 2020
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Safe journey friend. Keep us updated if you can.
 
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PlateAchoes

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May 10, 2020
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My alarm just went off to begin
I have 600mg of ibupro
Il update at each objective
I have slight butterflies
 
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PlateAchoes

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May 10, 2020
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The 45 minute mark says metos
But all i have is dramm
50mg tabs

Should i just ignore them
Ive fasted for 8+ hours by now and i do have antacid for the next step after the metos

Edit
Ignore this update if it breaks any rules
 
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FriendofDeath

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May 22, 2020
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Sending you light and love, wherever the journey takes you, whether you stay or go. Peace.
 
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PlateAchoes

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May 10, 2020
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Oh,love,you seem so uncertain what you're doing.
This seems like an impetous act,to me.
Im not uncertain
Just un informed
I wouldn't of gathered the suppiles if i didnt want to do this
I fully intend to ctb
 
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Brackenshire

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Feb 23, 2020
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A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend
 
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PlateAchoes

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May 10, 2020
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Antacid dose taken
Measuring out the water now
I have a back up sn measured out if needed
Metos ignored due to lack of them

My bus comes in 30 mins
 
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Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
580
Im not uncertain
Just un informed
I wouldn't of gathered the suppiles if i didnt want to do this
I fully intend to ctb

Am so slow,you caught my typo'd,unedited post,there. I'd actually deleted it,but you'd already replied.
If you want to talk we're here.
 
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EraseRewind

Circling the drain
May 13, 2020
225
I hope you find peace along your pathway.
 
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PlateAchoes

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May 10, 2020
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Well i guess now it just comes down to general fear of the unknown
Like yes ive been prepping for this
Ive taken the pain killers
The antacids
I have a note for whoever finds my device
But 14 mins from now
Im taking the first step into what may be the otherside
Its impossible not to fear it
 
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Good luck. I wish you a safe and serene passage.
 
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PlateAchoes

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May 10, 2020
35
4 minutes
Ive got alcoholic mouthwash to hopefully confine the pain of drinking to my throat and stomach
The fear is subsiding
I can see the bus comming
3 minutes to go as i press post
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
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I wish you alot of luck and peace. Whatever happens, we are here. Rest well
 
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PlateAchoes

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May 10, 2020
35
That was the saltiest shit ever
But i got it all down
I have a 25 minute timer set to make sure i dont yak
My throat feels weird
Just yaked
But my hearts still going super fast
I probally failed
Metos were obviously a requirement
 
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PlateAchoes

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May 10, 2020
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Pulse is in my ears and my breathing is getting deeper
 
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Saed

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Apr 21, 2020
580
PlateAchoes,just because you hurled,it doesn't mean you won't pass.
So,if you're thinking you want to abort,then call someone now.
 
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PlateAchoes

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May 10, 2020
35
Tingling in fingers and toes
 
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Brackenshire

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Feb 23, 2020
468
Sweet dreams friend
 
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cursum.perficio

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Nov 26, 2019
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rest peacefully. I envy your courage
 
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Loner

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Jun 16, 2019
75
How are you feeling now? Sending you love and hugs... :heart::hug:
 
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Saed

Nondescript
Apr 21, 2020
580
Handled that like a boss.
I wish you peace,wherever you are.
You're not going to surprise me if you simply wake up tomorrow with a bit of a sore throat or something. Hard to imagine anything could mow you down.
 
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