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VargosMelon
Attempting to Live A Fulfilling Life
- Feb 5, 2023
- 26
Hey... just when life gets good it gets worse again. Luckily things are better-ish... but I don't think I can keep up with all this crazy stuff.
I had a plan to ctb before my 25th birthday that I was considering. I put it to the back of my mind, and I kept my method. I'm back to planning to use it. However, I wanted to make myself disappear. I don't want my family to know I'm dead, I want them to think I'm just out in the world "traveling."
However, I'm worried about my body being found. Is there a way I could concel my death. I was considering saving some of my earned cash and hiring someone to green bury me... basically bury me deep enough so I can be recycled to the earth.
Anyone have any ideas? I'm not sure if I'll stay in this state of mind... but just like keeping my method I want this in my back pocket.
I had a plan to ctb before my 25th birthday that I was considering. I put it to the back of my mind, and I kept my method. I'm back to planning to use it. However, I wanted to make myself disappear. I don't want my family to know I'm dead, I want them to think I'm just out in the world "traveling."
However, I'm worried about my body being found. Is there a way I could concel my death. I was considering saving some of my earned cash and hiring someone to green bury me... basically bury me deep enough so I can be recycled to the earth.
Anyone have any ideas? I'm not sure if I'll stay in this state of mind... but just like keeping my method I want this in my back pocket.