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IDWL

New Member
Apr 5, 2026
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I tried partial hanging yesterday
I tied the cloth to the bed frame and then put a rolled shirt on my right carotid
As soon as i pulled the knot and pushed myself forward i felt numbess and tingling
Then i started dreaming like ik i am dreaming but still it was like i was having a conversation with myself
I was feeling very weird and the conversations kept going on
I felt my mouth go numb in a weird way i wasnt able to control my face muscles anymore
All this time i was half conscious
Then i again sat normally then again i tried
And at a point
I knew it would be the end if i dint wake up and sit
Idk if it was SI or what
Then i sat up i felt so dizzyy
 
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sickofeverything

Experienced
Apr 17, 2026
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I tried partial hanging yesterday
I tied the cloth to the bed frame and then put a rolled shirt on my right carotid
As soon as i pulled the knot and pushed myself forward i felt numbess and tingling
Then i started dreaming like ik i am dreaming but still it was like i was having a conversation with myself
I was feeling very weird and the conversations kept going on
I felt my mouth go numb in a weird way i wasnt able to control my face muscles anymore
All this time i was half conscious
Then i again sat normally then again i tried
And at a point
I knew it would be the end if i dint wake up and sit
Idk if it was SI or what
Then i sat up i felt so dizzyy
So you hallucinated but didn't pass out?
 

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