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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
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Here with you as well if you choose to keep this thread updated<3
 
pandorasactor

pandorasactor

dead inside
Sep 23, 2024
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Wish you well with whatever your decision may be. From one Cyberpunk Edgerunners fan to another.

choom <3
 
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James Sunderland

James Sunderland

"In my restless dreams, I see that town…"
Oct 6, 2024
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Fine-ish, it's all good haha, I think I've found a better placement for the neck, when hanging normally it slid up too high I think so hopefully I'll be gone in a few days if I don't pussy out
I see.
When the time comes, I hope you have made your final decision by then. I hope things are going greatly with your friend, anything new from him?
 
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helppls//

Member
Mar 31, 2024
47
I see.
When the time comes, I hope you have made your final decision by then. I hope things are going greatly with your friend, anything new from him?
Not really, we've just been chatting about the fact I'll probably do it soon, I don't think he minds all that much
 
hereornot

hereornot

Freedom
May 16, 2024
255
I believe I'll try suspension too, the other method I thought of doesn't seem like a good idea.

Do you mind detailing what didn't work out? I wouldn't want to fail in my attempt.

Did the music help? I'm thinking about listening to Haunt Me by Teen Suicide... I hope I get through it quickly because the song is less than 3 minutes.
 
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heyhoherewego

Member
Sep 13, 2024
63
I've noticed on here some think you're 'doing it wrong' if you feel the blood in your head - nah, you're cutting off blood supply, of course it'll feel that way.
from my own experience i can tell you that doing it 'right' does make a difference
'filling up with blood' might not be the way to put it, but feeling like your head is going to literally explode, and feeling the intense heat and pressure welling up - imo that is something you can prevent
if you do it right and constrict all the necessary vessels simultaneously, you wont feel that exploding head feeling, it will be anything from moderate discomfort - pleasant tingling into KO without even realizing anything is happening
im not trying to downplay the 'moderate discomfort' thing tho, it can be enough to cause you to jolt back up and abort, its a strange feeling and it raises alarm bells causing your body to force yourself out. its still hard to go through with it.
 
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helppls//

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Mar 31, 2024
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I believe I'll try suspension too, the other method I thought of doesn't seem like a good idea.

Do you mind detailing what didn't work out? I wouldn't want to fail in my attempt.

Did the music help? I'm thinking about listening to Haunt Me by Teen Suicide... I hope I get through it quickly because the song is less than 3 minutes.
Okay so pretty much it rose to high up on my neck and just choked me so I didn't pass out, I would recommend having it midway or lower- just test by wrapping it around your neck and tightening by hand and waiting a few seconds- whatever one makes you feel the most limp after a bit should be the best placement, hope this helps!

And the music is just nice because I enjoy listening it it, you can always put it on repeat
 
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MyTimeIsUp

Perhaps I'll be important when I'm long gone?
Feb 27, 2024
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from my own experience i can tell you that doing it 'right' does make a difference
'filling up with blood' might not be the way to put it, but feeling like your head is going to literally explode, and feeling the intense heat and pressure welling up - imo that is something you can prevent
if you do it right and constrict all the necessary vessels simultaneously, you wont feel that exploding head feeling, it will be anything from moderate discomfort - pleasant tingling into KO without even realizing anything is happening
im not trying to downplay the 'moderate discomfort' thing tho, it can be enough to cause you to jolt back up and abort, its a strange feeling and it raises alarm bells causing your body to force yourself out. its still hard to go through with it.
Everyone is different - there is no right or wrong way. If it was 'wrong' people wouldn't have been found dead, partially hung with their heads swollen, bruised etc. I've seen pics of it, so they obviously pushed through it. Defo not 'wrong' - of course we'd prefer comfort, but it isn't comfortable doing that to yourself, but when you're desperate.. you'll do anything
 
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heyhoherewego

Member
Sep 13, 2024
63
Everyone is different - there is no right or wrong way. If it was 'wrong' people wouldn't have been found dead, partially hung with their heads swollen, bruised etc. I've seen pics of it, so they obviously pushed through it. Defo not 'wrong' - of course we'd prefer comfort, but it isn't comfortable doing that to yourself, but when you're desperate.. you'll do anything
what you are saying is technically true, right and wrong is meaningless without some goal or standard by which to compare. there are some people on here who speak of 'wanting pain'. if they were being honest about that then for them a proper hanging would be 'wrong', but i dont think OP, or really the majority of people fall into that camp. most judge methods by the following metrics: painlessness/comfort/accessibility/lethality. with those criteria you can say if something is 'right' or 'wrong', or at the very least 'better' or 'worse'.
 
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MyTimeIsUp

Perhaps I'll be important when I'm long gone?
Feb 27, 2024
529
what you are saying is technically true, right and wrong is meaningless without some goal or standard by which to compare. there are some people on here who speak of 'wanting pain'. if they were being honest about that then for them a proper hanging would be 'wrong', but i dont think OP, or really the majority of people fall into that camp. most judge methods by the following metrics: painlessness/comfort/accessibility/lethality. with those criteria you can say if something is 'right' or 'wrong', or at the very least 'better' or 'worse'.
There isn't a right or wrong way to hang yourself, that is ridiculous to even suggest there is.

No suicide method is painless, absolutely none.

Look at SN - one of the most painful methods out there, yet, everyone is obsessed with it. Personally, I'd rather strangle myself to death than violently vomit to death and choke on my own vomit. Hanging sounds much more pleasant. Not everyone passes out, it doesn't mean it's being done wrong. Just Google it. You will see the swollen faces etc.

The true experts are the ones that achieved death, not people on this site claiming to be experts, when they're still alive...
 
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helppls//

Member
Mar 31, 2024
47
There isn't a right or wrong way to hang yourself, that is ridiculous to even suggest there is.

No suicide method is painless, absolutely none.

Look at SN - one of the most painful methods out there, yet, everyone is obsessed with it. Personally, I'd rather strangle myself to death than violently vomit to death and choke on my own vomit. Hanging sounds much more pleasant. Not everyone passes out, it doesn't mean it's being done wrong. Just Google it. You will see the swollen faces etc.

The true experts are the ones that achieved death, not people on this site claiming to be experts, when they're still alive...
Honestly what is it with people and sn? It sounds horrible! And it's not something you can back out of at all

And yeah good point on the last bit, but people who have gotten close can probably give us an idea, the best stuff is people probably detailing what they'll do before they pass and just assuming it works if they don't talk again
 
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hearball

Student
Sep 29, 2024
120
Fine enough haha
Shit has been pretty chaotic recently but I'm still on track to try again in a few nights
Hbu?
cool . just prepping myself for the inevitable fall that awaits me .
 
YoungJijii

YoungJijii

Member
Nov 15, 2022
38
Does anybody know how to do partial hanging in a way that makes you pass out within seconds? Everytime I attempted it I was never able to black out.
 
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helppls//

Member
Mar 31, 2024
47
Does anybody know how to do partial hanging in a way that makes you pass out within seconds? Everytime I attempted it I was never able to black out.
From what I've tried work out a good placement on your neck first- while standing
Just wrap what you're using around your neck and tighten - try a bunch of spots until one makes you feel funny, then try hanging from that spot
cool . just prepping myself for the inevitable fall that awaits me .
Good luck mate
 
AvaCutey

AvaCutey

Pragmatist
Oct 9, 2024
42
I tried this method, and if you get the right pressure, you will lose consciousness very fast, but my body shifted once I passed out, my head rested again against the wall, reducing the pressure, and I woke up in a panic. I'm not sure how long I was out, but I had a dark mark where my face was leaning against the wall, it took a couple of days to go away.
 
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helppls//

Member
Mar 31, 2024
47
Heya guys- updating this again
I was going to ask the person who was helping me out to be my boyfriend but I was too scared
Wanted to date him since things are gonna come to a halt soon
But yeah aside from that gonna give stuff another try again - still listening to the same song
 
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helppls//

Member
Mar 31, 2024
47
Oh my god yet again I have failed
The last few nights I was able to pass out in my tests but I just couldn't do it this time? Yet again just felt like my head was exploding, how sad.
 
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hearball

Student
Sep 29, 2024
120
Oh my god yet again I have failed
The last few nights I was able to pass out in my tests but I just couldn't do it this time? Yet again just felt like my head was exploding, how sad.
passing out . so lucky . can't even do that lmao .
I tried this method, and if you get the right pressure, you will lose consciousness very fast, but my body shifted once I passed out, my head rested again against the wall, reducing the pressure, and I woke up in a panic. I'm not sure how long I was out, but I had a dark mark where my face was leaning against the wall, it took a couple of days to go away.
how do you pass out ? please guide me .
 
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howunfortunateforme

Arcanist
Oct 2, 2024
447
There isn't a right or wrong way to hang yourself, that is ridiculous to even suggest there is.

No suicide method is painless, absolutely none.

Look at SN - one of the most painful methods out there, yet, everyone is obsessed with it. Personally, I'd rather strangle myself to death than violently vomit to death and choke on my own vomit. Hanging sounds much more pleasant. Not everyone passes out, it doesn't mean it's being done wrong. Just Google it. You will see the swollen faces etc.

The true experts are the ones that achieved death, not people on this site claiming to be experts, when they're still alive...
This a tally makes sense
 
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chargercablesport

Member
Oct 22, 2024
22
@helppls// still here?

I'm onto my 10th attempt of trying to partially hang myself. Haven't been able to achieve unconciousnessness but after about 2-3min I will get my arms feeling tingly.

I find leaning forward the most comfortable but unable to pass out. I've been padding my neck with a small towel and socks so that might be an issue. I started getting a mark on the centre of my neck when I didn't use a towel.

A different position I try is a lot more uncomfortable and I really have to put a lot of motivation to stay in that position but it feels more effective.

Killing yourself is so difficult
 
pandorasactor

pandorasactor

dead inside
Sep 23, 2024
128
It's been 10 days since @helppls// has been active. I wish them peace as I believe they have truly ctb.

<3
 
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