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Nogodallchaos

Nogodallchaos

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Oct 30, 2019
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I was just practicing 5 minutes ago and started having violent convulsions while totally conscious. Is this normal? That freaked me out. Thank you sm
 
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IdiotInTheMachine

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Actually I have heard the term used quite a bit in the past five days, hypoxic convulsions. Saturday I had a failed attempt and someone said I was having seizures. The doctors brought in a neurologist and they did an EEG that indicated no past markers to say I had seizures and that they believed it was hypoxic convulsions. Basically it's your body trying to get oxygen into it through those convulsions.
 
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Nogodallchaos

Nogodallchaos

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Actually I have heard the term used quite a bit in the past five days, hypoxic convulsions. Saturday I had a failed attempt and someone said I was having seizures. The doctors brought in a neurologist and they did an EEG that indicated no past markers to say I had seizures and that they believed it was hypoxic convulsions. Basically it's your body trying to get oxygen into it through those convulsions.
That explains everything. Ty
 
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can'tdoitanymore

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Oct 31, 2019
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Yes it's horrible and scary, even when I stood up to release the belt and let the blood flow back they would carry on for a minute or two.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Yeah. Chronic pain and all that shit. Couldn't recover. Ctb thoughts gives me relief.
 
Isittimetogonola

Isittimetogonola

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Oct 22, 2019
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I practice using my hand and get the same convulsions which usually force me to let go. Did you get a deafening noise in your ears? I don't care for that part but maybe that is only me.
 
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ghostspace

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Feb 10, 2020
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I practice using my hand and get the same convulsions which usually force me to let go. Did you get a deafening noise in your ears? I don't care for that part but maybe that is only me.

Oh, I don't care for it either, it sounds like a train is going over me.
 
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Nogodallchaos

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I practice using my hand and get the same convulsions which usually force me to let go. Did you get a deafening noise in your ears? I don't care for that part but maybe that is only me.
I hear amplified sounds and thoughts, though I need to practice a bit more still
 
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