Partial hang

[solidm]

I've crossed off almost all the things to do before I ctb. My plan is to support a rope from both ends on 2x4 i have built into a shelf in the garage. I'll prepare a constrictor knot in the middle and tighten. I'm thinking putting the knot portion on the back of my neck. I should get even pressure either way, but harder to undo should I get cold feet. Probably a couple weeks away now. Any feedback is welcome. Thanks

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[solidm]

I did a test run to check knots and possible length of rope needed. I'll cover the rope in soap for less friction. When it's time I don't want there to a be a reason to fail. No way will i let them put me in patient again. The va loves pumping you full of medication