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lionkingxx5

Member
Oct 28, 2025
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Hey everyone,

I've been lurking this forum for the last two months and struggle to find a way working for me... So here partly venting and seeking advice on a new idea.

Nitrogen sounds peaceful but I'm reading about possible convulsions making me think it's very high risk of failing. Exit bag could rip, tube could get lose, bag exit might be too tight too lose. SCBA seems also extremely risky as convulsions could easily rip the mask off.

Jumping/Train both way too unreliable + I don't I could overcome SI.
Guns are not accessible to me.
Recently ppl are talking about phenobarbital with very vague information. One guy talking about isotonitanze, but somehow he was banned as a scammer here.

Full hanging is not possible since my ceiling is too low (2.4m).
Partial is possible with my pull up bar but it's too hard to get unconscious and stay in a hanging position. So here's my thought:

What if partial is accompanied by some drug that makes one unconscious immediately to ensure the hanging position is kept till ctb? Any thoughts? What would a possible drug be? (I have zero knowledge of drugs).
 
longmask83

longmask83

“Remembering the times they won’t remember me.”
Dec 16, 2022
3
Unfortunately don't have much to offer on the rest of your questions but I'd be hard pressed to believe convulsions could cause an SCBA mask to fall off. They sit pretty snug on your face and require a decent amount of effort to undo the straps and remove even while conscious.
 

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