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tiaralamb

tiaralamb

binge restrict cycle
Dec 15, 2021
26
hey everyone how are you doing shit me too

okay so I have 4 year old unopened vaccumed sealed in plastic Sodium nitrite that was kept out of sunlight for the most part. but that's definitely degraded into sodium nitrate by now, right? maybe I can buy a test kit or something? do those show you the purity? um it sucks also cause in the shitty UK they're making it so hard to get new SN. it's also really hard to get them to prescribe me a suitable an antiemetic what do i even say??

i also had this other idea of taking 100mg of Xanax, 50mg of Zopiclone and 1000mg of Tapentadol? I have illegal sources for these medications. would that even work though? it it worth even trying?

um if the old ones degraded and I can't find some new sn and an antiemetic then ill dry the drug thing unless it's a shit idea.

partial hanging and exit bags are really difficult! i can't get the technique right. but i thought maybe full suspension hanging might not be so bad if i took a bunch of ketamine and stepped in right as I was about to dissociate/fall out of consciousness.

there's always jumping too. jumping from super super super high is reliable, so long as you have the bravery to do it. i live in london. you guys know any good spots? or like cliffs or something in the English countryside idk i can take the train

sorry for rambling please guys help me die i'll be so grateful please tell me suggestions and stuff i love you i really need to die soon
 
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EDSsucks

Student
Jul 14, 2026
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hey everyone how are you doing shit me too

okay so I have 4 year old unopened vaccumed sealed in plastic Sodium nitrite that was kept out of sunlight for the most part. but that's definitely degraded into sodium nitrate by now, right? maybe I can buy a test kit or something? do those show you the purity? um it sucks also cause in the shitty UK they're making it so hard to get new SN. it's also really hard to get them to prescribe me a suitable an antiemetic what do i even say??

i also had this other idea of taking 100mg of Xanax, 50mg of Zopiclone and 1000mg of Tapentadol? I have illegal sources for these medications. would that even work though? it it worth even trying?

um if the old ones degraded and I can't find some new sn and an antiemetic then ill dry the drug thing unless it's a shit idea.

partial hanging and exit bags are really difficult! i can't get the technique right. but i thought maybe full suspension hanging might not be so bad if i took a bunch of ketamine and stepped in right as I was about to dissociate/fall out of consciousness.

there's always jumping too. jumping from super super super high is reliable, so long as you have the bravery to do it. i live in london. you guys know any good spots? or like cliffs or something in the English countryside idk i can take the train

sorry for rambling please guys help me die i'll be so grateful please tell me suggestions and stuff i love you i really need to die soon
Please don't try the medication you listed. Unlikely to work but likely to do damage.
 
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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
195
If it is b&m sn is a great option there wont be custom checks
 
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astaroth81

Member
Feb 7, 2025
25
Trains work just be sure to stand in front of it and lean your head towards it instead of trying to throw yourself on the tracks seen too many people fail and survive after being sliced in half.

It's basically the same as jumping only the ground comes to you 😉
 
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sadbh—itstimetogo🤎

Arcanist
Apr 4, 2026
464
I wouldn't assume that the SN has degraded to nitrate. If you're going to try to kill yourself with medication, you should know the lethal dosage instead of pulling numbers out of thin air and hoping it kills you… should also be aware of potential long term effects in the likely chance that you don't die. Good luck.
 

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