Part of me genuinely wants to be invisible

[Ariii]

Whenever I try to find other posts about this, it's always because of social anxiety. I guess I do sometimes get anxious when talking to others, especially since my social skills are sub-par, but honestly, I'm mostly just disinterested in interacting with people most of the time. I just want the freedom to do whatever without being perceived. That statement is somewhat contrary to what I just said about not getting anxious, but it is what it is

 

[CogitoMori]

I kind of feel the same way. I do also have anxiety, but just being able to observe people enjoying themselves without interfering with even my visual presence would be nice

 

[darkest]

I feel you so much, it's so difficult to get over the wall that is social anxiety and just socialize, it feels like a weight on the shoulder/obligation rather than, I dunno, whatever it's meant to be.
Humans are meant to be social animals and whatnot, yet socializing is difficult and anxiety inducing and it's so easy to misunderstand or be misunderstood and hurt or be hurt by others whether on purpose or not and as we evolve, we overcomplicate things and it just feels that at the end of the day it's better off that everyone is in their own shell.
it's not meant to be that way, we're not meant to be like that, yet that's how society made things evolve, or rather, devolve into; being more alone and isolated in our own heads instead of forming meaningful and easygoing connections, as it all has become too difficult to maintain.
young kids [that don't have ipads or awareness of a bigger picture in general] have it figured out, ay?

 

[Odwin]

Whenever I try to find other posts about this, it's always because of social anxiety. I guess I do sometimes get anxious when talking to others, especially since my social skills are sub-par, but honestly, I'm mostly just disinterested in interacting with people most of the time. I just want the freedom to do whatever without being perceived. That statement is somewhat contrary to what I just said about not getting anxious, but it is what it is

You kinda remind of the protagonist of Mirai Nikki

 

[Ariii]

You kinda remind of the protagonist of Mirai Nikki

Never heard of it, whats he like haha

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Whenever I try to find other posts about this, it's always because of social anxiety. I guess I do sometimes get anxious when talking to others, especially since my social skills are sub-par, but honestly, I'm mostly just disinterested in interacting with people most of the time. I just want the freedom to do whatever without being perceived. That statement is somewhat contrary to what I just said about not getting anxious, but it is what it is

Same

 

[Odwin]

Never heard of it, whats he like haha

It's more about his power. He could basically read the future of everyone else, but not his oown.Because he always kept a diary of the things he saw—except anything about himself.

 

[pulse1]

I kind of feel the same way. I do also have anxiety, but just being able to observe people enjoying themselves without interfering with even my visual presence would be nice

You get me !! I think that's why I like watching camera streams so much, like Brownville's Food Pantry for Deer, and mainly Elbo's Room. It's some random bar in Miami and the inside of the bar is streamed 24/7, and I like watching people be themselves and live their life without knowing that I'm watching them. It sounds super creepy, but for me it's this comfort I get of being outside at a bar or a forest without the chance of being spotted or perceived in any way.