Venting Paranoia

[dwindlingfirst]

Recently something ive been dealing with along with my depression and anxiety is that the anxiety has started to turn into paranoia. I used to just be really scared at night, which makes it hard to sleep, and I end up losing a lot of sleep often. But now, it's starting to bleed into every day. I feel like someone's watching me or something all the time, it's not good. Hopefully soon I can set a date for CTB. I have a method, I just need the date or the courage to do it spontaneously.

 

[The anhedonic one]

I'm suffering greatly with this too. I'm homeless and sleep in my car.
I awoke at 3.20 am one morning to a loud crash. 4 youths were looking down on me through the broken rear window of my car as I was waking up. Thankfully they ran off because they were not expecting to find me there sleeping.
I hate the nightime now and am jumpy at the slightest noise in the early hours.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really awful and exhausting what you are going through, it's such a hellish world we exist in where people suffer all through no fault of their own. But anyway I wish you the best and I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering, existence is just too cruel.

 

[DeathSleep]

I've experienced this. It sucks. I'm sorry.