Several years ago I read the PPH and had someone pick up a tank of helium for me. I ordered the other stuff online for an exit bag and kept it stowed away. I just went to test it now and realized the helium isn't pure enough to use.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm disabled and mostly bed-bound and I'm trapped living with my parents with very little privacy. I have no way to get myself to a place that sells N2, no cash to buy it with (my parents see everything purchased with my card). I couldn't even carry the tank out of the store.
I'm an incredibly squeamish and faint-hearted person and that's gotten in the way of all my past attempts. Believing that I had a peaceful way out has been my comfort for so long. It kept me from spiraling so many times to know I had the option if I needed it. Now I have nothing. I feel trapped and helpless with no way out.
My health condition keeps getting worse and my options for methods will only get smaller. What can I do? Please help.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm disabled and mostly bed-bound and I'm trapped living with my parents with very little privacy. I have no way to get myself to a place that sells N2, no cash to buy it with (my parents see everything purchased with my card). I couldn't even carry the tank out of the store.
I'm an incredibly squeamish and faint-hearted person and that's gotten in the way of all my past attempts. Believing that I had a peaceful way out has been my comfort for so long. It kept me from spiraling so many times to know I had the option if I needed it. Now I have nothing. I feel trapped and helpless with no way out.
My health condition keeps getting worse and my options for methods will only get smaller. What can I do? Please help.
