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iwontgivemyuser

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May 6, 2023
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Hi,

I've been struggling with gender dysphoria for a long time, and I think I can't handle it anymore. I just want to be a cis woman, but that's impossible. I'm getting my hormones in February 2024, but it's too long for me to wait. I think suicide might be the best option in my situation, because it's too hard to live like this. I'm looking for a method without any side effects such as pain, and permanent brain damage or paralysis just in case I fail, so I can try suicide again. Does anyone know a method like this? Or is it impossible?

Thanks in advance.

PS Also forgot to mention that I'm a defective human, that's also why I want to CTB. I'm an autistic with OCD and also probably schizophrenia (That's what I got told when I was in a psychiatric hospital because of my suicide attempt)
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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The best method might be inert gas ( N ). There's a megathread about this here:

 
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iwontgivemyuser

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May 6, 2023
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The best method might be inert gas ( N ). There's a megathread about this here:

Thanks for your reply, but is there a cheaper and easier to get alternative method?
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Another option would be carbon monoxide. There's also a megathread:

 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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An easy, peaceful and reliable method that is easily accessible is something that is certainly too good to be true in this anti-suicide society where suicide isn't viewed as a valid option. It's the unfortunate reality that suicide is so unnecessarily difficult in this world, to me all the methods are either inaccessible, risky or just incredibly hard to go through with/horrible. But there is information about methods listed in the suicide resource compilation, I wish you the best and hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 

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