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iwontgivemyuser
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- May 6, 2023
- 9
Hi,
I've been struggling with gender dysphoria for a long time, and I think I can't handle it anymore. I just want to be a cis woman, but that's impossible. I'm getting my hormones in February 2024, but it's too long for me to wait. I think suicide might be the best option in my situation, because it's too hard to live like this. I'm looking for a method without any side effects such as pain, and permanent brain damage or paralysis just in case I fail, so I can try suicide again. Does anyone know a method like this? Or is it impossible?
Thanks in advance.
PS Also forgot to mention that I'm a defective human, that's also why I want to CTB. I'm an autistic with OCD and also probably schizophrenia (That's what I got told when I was in a psychiatric hospital because of my suicide attempt)
I've been struggling with gender dysphoria for a long time, and I think I can't handle it anymore. I just want to be a cis woman, but that's impossible. I'm getting my hormones in February 2024, but it's too long for me to wait. I think suicide might be the best option in my situation, because it's too hard to live like this. I'm looking for a method without any side effects such as pain, and permanent brain damage or paralysis just in case I fail, so I can try suicide again. Does anyone know a method like this? Or is it impossible?
Thanks in advance.
PS Also forgot to mention that I'm a defective human, that's also why I want to CTB. I'm an autistic with OCD and also probably schizophrenia (That's what I got told when I was in a psychiatric hospital because of my suicide attempt)