drmihilo
desperate
- Jul 30, 2022
- 90
This world scares the hell out of me. There's no certainty. It has no answers. My brain seeks structure, causality, explanation, but the world itself has no answers. Or rather, the answer is right in front of us, but it's terribly boring and even tragic. I realize that I live and that I will have to die someday, and that I am just a grain of sand for the vastness of the universe. An infinitesimal grain of sand. And that brings pain.