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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
687
Has anyone jumped and survived before? If so did u pass out once you hit the ground? And how hard was it to actually jump like did SI kick in. Legit this seems like the only way
 
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The_Sadness_of_Life

I Will Die Soon
Sep 8, 2025
52
No. That's painful 😣 if you jump make sure your not surviving, if you survive I believe that would be more tormented life to live.

I guess if your desperate for a method, this is just my opinion don't eat or drink I believe you will surely catching the bus.
 
MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
687
No. That's painful 😣 if you jump make sure your not surviving, if you survive I believe that would be more tormented life to live.

I guess if your desperate for a method, this is just my opinion don't eat or drink I believe you will surely catching the bus.
I live with my parents I wouldn't get away with starving
 
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whyyyyyyyy

Student
May 26, 2020
116
I live with my parents I wouldn't get away with starving
Do you have any money? If you could just rent an apartment for yourself for 1-2 months you could do starvation there. If you don't have any money or autonomy, it is unfortunately harder to kill yourself. Still doable, but requires more courageous methods such as jumping or cutting, and even those rely on being able to get away from your parents. Also hanging is a good one
 
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Rainork

What a load of baloney
Mar 17, 2023
143
For me personally, SI was a fucker (I also have a fear of heights that I found added to the overwhelm).
I hadn't actually intended on jumping when I went, I just got massively triggered being there and having found the spot and worked it all out. Unfortunately I didn't manage to get through the SI and jump.
I will be meditating on the thought of stepping off the edge calmly before returning to the location to jump.
I'm also debating using some VR to train myself to stay calm and in control when at height- that may sound strange but I feel like it will help me somewhat.
All the best.
 
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Porcelaindreamer

Member
Sep 1, 2025
28
I jumped. Survived unfortunately. There is no pain when you crush it's just an instant blackout. But make sure it is above 10th floor on concrete.
 
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StoneBridge

☁️
Sep 7, 2025
164
Jumping may well be very painful but I think once concussion takes place the jumper won't feel anything. What about jumping after a lengthy period of starvation so that the body is too weak to sustain the damage? Are there any examples of jumping with a noose on the neck?
 
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whyyyyyyyy

Student
May 26, 2020
116
5th floor of a building but on a grass. Big mistake. Too low and this fucking grass
Dude, that is roughhhh. You must have big balls though. If I jumped I would definitely try for at least a 10-story. Jumping takes balls to me, respect. It seems like a very thrilling method, but requires a lot of bravery, much respect. Will you try again?
 
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Porcelaindreamer

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Sep 1, 2025
28
Dude, that is roughhhh. You must have big balls though. If I jumped I would definitely try for at least a 10-story. Jumping takes balls to me, respect. It seems like a very thrilling method, but requires a lot of bravery, much respect. Will you try again?
It is true you must be brave in order to do so.
10th floor is required if you ever wanna try.
No I will not try again to jump because after all it is a very violent method and the damage that happens with your body is sickening. I was not even aware that a person is able to survive in such a horrific state. My life is now over if I even would go wish to return to anything. I am gonna to ctb but this time I am collecting necessary substances and knowledge.
And to mention one important thing. No matter which method you chose. Just execute it perfectly. Because when it cames to our society there is no mercy if you survive failed ctb. No matter in how bad condition your body will end society will ignore it and tell you you should keep going and enjoy your life. There is a very little compassion to suffering in our world.
 
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MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
687
I jumped. Survived unfortunately. There is no pain when you crush it's just an instant blackout. But make sure it is above 10th floor on concrete.
Wait really!!??? Omg this might be my method. I thought there wod be pain
 
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Porcelaindreamer

Member
Sep 1, 2025
28
Wait really!!??? Omg this might be my method. I thought there wod be pain
In my case there was no pain. I do not remember even flight. But it was because I closed my eyes and that's it. I think the crush is just such a shock that your body reacts with instant blackout. I remember zero pain. Until hospital obviously...
 
PotentiallyWasted

PotentiallyWasted

Breaths through his nose
Jul 20, 2025
143
5th floor of a building but on a grass. Big mistake. Too low and this fucking grass
And you instantly passed out? I'm not considering this method but if this is true this is huge for folks considering it because imagine if you jumped from a 10th floor onto concrete
 
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Realgar

Member
Aug 19, 2024
90
I would be afraid that once I jumped I would change my mind mid air, and there would be nothing I could do about it other than pray. With other methods I can back out at the last second if I wanted to. This is just my opinion.
 
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Porcelaindreamer

Member
Sep 1, 2025
28
I would be afraid that once I jumped I would change my mind mid air, and there would be nothing I could do about it other than pray. With other methods I can back out at the last second if I wanted to. This is just my opinion.
That is why you are closing your eyes and not opening them. That is why I do not remember even the flight so I had no time to feel regret.
And you instantly passed out? I'm not considering this method but if this is true this is huge for folks considering it because imagine if you jumped from a 10th floor onto concrete
Instantly. However I would not recommend this method because it is risky and violent.
I would be afraid that once I jumped I would change my mind mid air, and there would be nothing I could do about it other than pray. With other methods I can back out at the last second if I wanted to. This is just my opinion.
There isn't always a chance to back out at certain moment of different methods. Just better to consider if ctb is what you truly desire rather than back out. I do not regret my jump. I regret only the fact I was unsuccessful. This is how sure I am about my decision.
 
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Tigger

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Sep 8, 2025
14
This is my preferred method. I figure that I can easily get myself near the location. Drink plenty and take Xanax to remove the inhibition.

I am terrified of heights but I think this contributed to it being a good method. I'm just a few seconds run away from the edge and the end.

Other methods seem like so much planning.

I live close enough to Sydney and there is a notorious location there with high cliffs. I'm just not exactly sure which part of the cliff is highest and precisely where people do it. I know the general area as there are phones connected to suicide hotlines, but my biggest worry is that I'll pick a bit of the cliff with a ledge and trees etc underneath. I've googled endlessly but can't find the absolute 100% surefire location to get the job done.
 
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Porcelaindreamer

Member
Sep 1, 2025
28
This is my preferred method. I figure that I can easily get myself near the location. Drink plenty and take Xanax to remove the inhibition.

I am terrified of heights but I think this contributed to it being a good method. I'm just a few seconds run away from the edge and the end.

Other methods seem like so much planning.

I live close enough to Sydney and there is a notorious location there with high cliffs. I'm just not exactly sure which part of the cliff is highest and precisely where people do it. I know the general area as there are phones connected to suicide hotlines, but my biggest worry is that I'll pick a bit of the cliff with a ledge and trees etc underneath. I've googled endlessly but can't find the absolute 100% surefire location to get the job done.
But you must be sure to the crush will be the end. I unfortunately survived and everything turned into a complete nightmare. Now I just have problem to somehow exit this shit.
 
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