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anna_bot

Member
Aug 7, 2025
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i was unable to find any information on this in this forum
just to clarify - i have read the threads about ODs being ineffective nonmethods however they dont talk about combining drugs which is why im asking

my plan was to take 80mg of crushed oxy, 10mg of crushed xanax along with drinking grapefruit juice on an empty stomach
i am opioid and benzo naiive, which i believe makes this all the more potent
i've added on the grapefruit juice as you're advised NOT to drink it with those drugs as they can become stronger

what do you think?
i have access to SN and SA, so the choice where i take these, then the SN exists but my problem is the prep with SN brings out SI
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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Prep for any suicide method would bring out SI, right? I guess you'd probably puke but people have rawdogged SN. The sedative/narcotic prelude sounds nice if you combine them. I'm no expert and there's a reason the antiemetic protocol is recommended.
 
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ummwhaaat

Member
Oct 25, 2020
98
I wouldn't trust any OD method. Maybe fentanyl. But for me I've planned ahead. I got SN, and I told my doctor I am experiencing migraines so in the future I'll be able to get antiemetics prescribed. I can get benzodiazepines from the darkweb. I already attempted partial hanging (4 years ago, failed attempt, but I learned from that.)

I feel like my suffering is not as bad knowing I can push the "red button" at any time I want.
 
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deadmanwalking1990

deadmanwalking1990

Student
Nov 16, 2025
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Im sorry but 80mg and 10mg is literally nothing,even if you took 8 and 10 grams there is a good chance you would survive,do more research pls
I wouldn't trust any OD method. Maybe fentanyl. But for me I've planned ahead. I got SN, and I told my doctor I am experiencing migraines so in the future I'll be able to get antiemetics prescribed. I can get benzodiazepines from the darkweb. I already attempted partial hanging (4 years ago, failed attempt, but I learned from that.)

I feel like my suffering is not as bad knowing I can push the "red button" at any time I want.
Im sorry for asking this i dont know if it breaks the rules,can you get clomethiazole on dw
 

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