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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
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I keep analyzing all of the ways...and overwhelming myself! was about to order sn...maybe i should, just to have an option...I can't decide!
 
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shiba

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Aug 6, 2025
97
If it helps CO is my favorite🙂
 
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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
159
If it helps CO is my favorite🙂
I am not sure how to do it...I keep reading the sn thread...and it scares me. So technical...and reading it makes me worried. I have severe stomach problems, and mouth and throat problems..afraid it might not work right.
If it helps CO is my favorite🙂
I cant do that in my car...have no garage...Can't lift a pan of hot charcoal...because I'm disabled...has to be an easy way...ugghhhh
 
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shiba

Student
Aug 6, 2025
97
I cant do that in my car...have no garage...Can't lift a pan of hot charcoal...because I'm disabled...has to be an easy way...ugghhhh

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I don't know as much about this CO method, but it might be worth researching. It's more technical than the charcoal method as you'd need to obtain high concentration acids and ensure your reaction is producing enough CO. Instead of a car you could use a tent, just ensure the tent is quality enough to trap the gas inside.
 
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Freedomm

Student
Aug 2, 2025
183
I am not sure how to do it...I keep reading the sn thread...and it scares me. So technical...and reading it makes me worried. I have severe stomach problems, and mouth and throat problems..afraid it might not work right.

I cant do that in my car...have no garage...Can't lift a pan of hot charcoal...because I'm disabled...has to be an easy way...ugghhhh
Don't worry, it's not a difficult way. Even stomach problems can only add pain, but the result is likely to be the same. If you're not sure about this, then you better think about it. The main thing is not to get upset and think about your decisions calmly. No one is rushing you.
 
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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
159
Don't worry, it's not a difficult way. Even stomach problems can only add pain, but the result is likely to be the same. If you're not sure about this, then you better think about it. The main thing is not to get upset and think about your decisions calmly. No one is rushing you.
You are sweet. I think I should just get it...Just in case they stop selling it or something! I have to stop spending every night searching for a way (I do this for HOURS) then I just don't do anything. Maybe I should just have some.
Interesting CO Case Study
I don't know as much about this CO method, but it might be worth researching. It's more technical than the charcoal method as you'd need to obtain high concentration acids and ensure your reaction is producing enough CO. Instead of a car you could use a tent, just ensure the tent is quality enough to trap the gas inside.
Thank you! I am stressing myself out! Will read this...is your plan in a car/
 
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shiba

Student
Aug 6, 2025
97
Thank you! I am stressing myself out! Will read this...is your plan in a car/
I plan on burning charcoal in a tent. I need to do more research on the method in general, and I really haven't done anything to prepare yet. The main thing is I need to be sure that the tent is not gas permeable, and that I'm producing enough CO to actually die. The worst case scenario for a failed CO attempt is serious brain damage so I'll need to be prepared.
 
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soon4good

unfinalized
Dec 2, 2024
94
Maybe you could think what you have available to you and go from there. You could list out methods and the required things for those, then start checking if you are able to get them or not. After you eliminate some methods and have other methods left that you could do, start ranking them by how much suffering, risk, time needed there is and whatever other metrics you can think of and try to pick the best option(s) from those and get planning?
 
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synthetic_suicide

Heaven's Gate Away Team
Feb 11, 2024
40
At the end of the PPH you can find a ranking of the main methods
 
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Ambien addict

Student
Jul 27, 2025
159
Interesting CO Case Study
I don't know as much about this CO method, but it might be worth researching. It's more technical than the charcoal method as you'd need to obtain high concentration acids and ensure your reaction is producing enough CO. Instead of a car you could use a tent, just ensure the tent is quality enough to trap the gas inside.
Thank you! I am stressing myself out! Will read this...is your plan in a car/
Maybe you could think what you have available to you and go from there. You could list out methods and the required things for those, then start checking if you are able to get them or not. After you eliminate some methods and have other methods left that you could do, start ranking them by how much suffering, risk, time needed there is and whatever other metrics you can think of and try to pick the best option(s) from those and get planning?
thank you...all I have available is a mix of meds...
 
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soon4good

unfinalized
Dec 2, 2024
94
xanax, valium, paxil, gabapentin, ambien,fioricet
So benzos, an antidepressant, a gabapentinoid, zolpidem and a barbiturate. Enough of a dosage do you think, and Im sure you could get your hands on alcohol too?
 
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wham311

Enlightened
Mar 1, 2025
1,201
So benzos, an antidepressant, a gabapentinoid, zolpidem and a barbiturate. Enough of a dosage do you think, and Im sure you could get your hands on alcohol too?
Be careful not to assist, that's legal problems

Pose hypothetically or generally
 
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Nightfoot

Mage
Aug 7, 2025
549
Overdosing on prescription medications is not reliable and, from what I've read, often a very unpleasant experience.
 

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