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spectraltease

spectraltease

When everything is lost everything is found
Sep 23, 2022
317
My life will end, my existence will end and I have no better shit to do then think all the time what others gonna think about me.
My whole life I was a pathetic guy with much anxiety, now it won't stop either.
I just can't wait to die, im so near.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,337
I guess that it cannot possibly matter how others would think of us once we are gone as we simply wont be there to see it. One would need a consciousness to care about anything. The non existent have no worries or concerns which is exactly why the thought of eternal sleep appeals to me so much. But I do often overthink things even know I try to tell myself that nothing really matters at the end of the day. I'm tired of being trapped with my own thoughts.
I wish you freedom from suffering.
 
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spectraltease

When everything is lost everything is found
Sep 23, 2022
317
I guess that it cannot possibly matter how others would think of us once we are gone as we simply wont be there to see it. One would need a consciousness to care about anything. The non existent have no worries or concerns which is exactly why the thought of eternal sleep appeals to me so much. But I do often overthink things even know I try to tell myself that nothing really matters at the end of the day. I'm tired of being trapped with my own thoughts.
I wish you freedom from suffering.
Yes youre so right. Nothing matters anymore. I will be not existing anymore, so who cares? Thank you.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
I can't control what anyone says or thinks about me after I'm gone. I can't control what others think or say about me, now, while I'm still living. So, why worry about it? All I can control is my reaction to things (while I'm living) and actions I take, while living in every day life, or actions of CTB.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,374
I used to be an overthinker as well. And then one day earlier this year my brain apparently flipped a switch idk. I can barely think at all now, maybe it's my body trying to keep me alive.
 
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eldiablo666

Evil Always Prevail
Sep 25, 2022
323
My life will end, my existence will end and I have no better shit to do then think all the time what others gonna think about me.
My whole life I was a pathetic guy with much anxiety, now it won't stop either.
I just can't wait to die, im so near.
Man we're a blip in time of the entire universe and then we're all gone.

What the F does it matter what they will think of you? They are nothing. Just ghosts in your head trying to bring you down.
I used to be an overthinker as well. And then one day earlier this year my brain apparently flipped a switch idk. I can barely think at all now, maybe it's my body trying to keep me alive.
Interesting.
Yeah I've always been a overthinking person aswell. I think it's some unbalance for me personally though because like I've heard human brains are like sharks in the water.

We need problems to solve. To keep busy.

We're not designed to be couch potatoes and with all this technology around us , our evolution is not keeping up the phase
 

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