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MisterOGBongWater

MisterOGBongWater

Student
Aug 30, 2023
147
I don't know what I'm doing here anymore. This mental dysfunction is so isolating.
All I do is scare away people I love.
I need someone to care profusely, yet it doesn't stop me

I'm really tired. I am really weak.
I dont have any fight in me for this.
I just want live like everyone else who doesn't suffer from this
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,240
I feel the same. Huge pain 24/7 and mental illness is driving me crazy. Really tired of all this shit.
 
MisterOGBongWater

MisterOGBongWater

Student
Aug 30, 2023
147
I feel the same. Huge pain 24/7 and mental illness is driving me crazy. Really tired of all this shit.
And then we're just a burden to the normal people in our lives when we truly open up because it's too much for normal people. I guess I understand. But it's really really lonely.
 
C

cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
158
I feel like a burden all the time , also my mental illness makes my life hell , anyway I wish you peace
 
W

whyyyyyyyy

Student
May 26, 2020
116
Same. I am tired of feeling like I'm constantly fighting. What am I fighting for? Why should I have to work so hard just to keep existing and barely enjoying it, often hating it? A satisfying resolution would be great.
 

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