Jamesun
No longer human.
- Feb 23, 2022
- 133
Um, I think lately I feel like I'm overwhelmed with so many things in my life, I don't know if I could really complete them all, On one hand I have to complete my studies and get into university, on the other I have responsibilities to my girlfriend, and on the other hand I don't even have a job to manage all of that.
I don't know if it's cowardly to kill myself, I don't feel capable of anything, I'm not smart, I get anxiety every time I work and it's precisely the anxiety that kills me.I don't even know if there's a reason for me to be here. I'm not good at anything. Are we all destined for something in this life? It's silly to think like that; maybe there are people suffering from worse things, and I'm just suffering over something trivial. It's selfish to end my life over this and hurt those around me.
I don't know if it's cowardly to kill myself, I don't feel capable of anything, I'm not smart, I get anxiety every time I work and it's precisely the anxiety that kills me.I don't even know if there's a reason for me to be here. I'm not good at anything. Are we all destined for something in this life? It's silly to think like that; maybe there are people suffering from worse things, and I'm just suffering over something trivial. It's selfish to end my life over this and hurt those around me.
