ravenx
dead.
- Sep 9, 2024
- 120
It's not relief what I feel but acceptance of life? You think that things will change in a year, then you move it forward and 2, and 3 years go by, then 10 years go by and you're stuck into a shell of a putrid and disgusting breathing thing. You give yourself time, you accept yourself, you meet people, and you realize everyone is a shitty person no matter how good you are you'll be treated like shit.
I am currently writing this as a form of manifesto, before I go do something crazy, since suicide doesn't work on me despite trying hanging myself in all possible ways. I might jump or I might crash a car I stole against a tree. Whatever works and that is secured to kill me.
I will never trust a face.
I am currently writing this as a form of manifesto, before I go do something crazy, since suicide doesn't work on me despite trying hanging myself in all possible ways. I might jump or I might crash a car I stole against a tree. Whatever works and that is secured to kill me.
I will never trust a face.
