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lovelulu

lovelulu

with stars in my eyes, crying as I wheel.
Jan 3, 2026
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I dont even really consider this as an 'attempt'—but I feel like just taking a bunch of pills. I've been down in the dumps and cutting isnt even working. Just to make myself feel a little better, I want to overdose even though I know it wont kill me at all. I just feel so lost. Why am i even here. I just need to down some pills so I can even feel something.
 
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takuyangel

takuyangel

[ communist daughter ]
Feb 19, 2025
101
anything. I dont care which.
just be careful love and do your research if you do ever go through with it. it's nearly impossible to overdose on pills that you can buy from the store.
 
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breatheout

breatheout

What was my matter before?
Dec 17, 2023
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Ive had a similar experience. If you go through with it I highly recommend basic over the counter like ibuprofen, it's what I used. It's pretty difficult to overdose on so you can take a couple thousand with general ease of mind that it won't actually kill you. Just be aware of like liver stuff it can cause in the long term if you do it more than once, or if you already have liver issues this may not be the best one. Just my experience tho stay safe
 

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