Help overcoming SI

[saturn1ne]

i sadly don't have benzos as they are extremely hard to get where i live. would mixing alcohol with valerian root and/or seroquel work? alcohol alone never really lowered my SI enough.

 

[salvialp]

Mixing melatonin and valerian root will make you sleepy. Im sure with the alcohol it'll exacerbate the feeling, but won't correctly imitate the CNS depression you're reaching for.
Benzos are quite difficult to find. I understand that. I've never done a test run on that specific combination of material to see how it'd affect me, but im certain it'll completely suppress your SI.
SI is inevitable for me. With whatever I choose to do, (whether it's xanax, or another depressant), I will still have SI that'll fuck me over. I feel ya