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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

I wish I could delete my trauma...
Aug 10, 2021
866
For me it's wandering&wondering, they were one of the most sweet and caring ppl on here. They left the forum like a month ago or something bc the forum wasn't rly working out for them + they were going to ctb. No matter where they are today, wether dead or alive, I just hope they're ok and in peace tbh.
 
sserafim

sserafim

the darker the night, the brighter the stars
Sep 13, 2023
7,466
@dödsängel

He was mean to me but still interesting to talk to
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,426
This is a difficult one as I don't really tend to care about people much but maybe venin? They genuinely seemed to care about the users here a lot despite being suicidal themselves
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
7,593
@GirlShapedWound. I miss @ksp too. I'm not sure if they have gone or just left the forum. @Unattainable666 too. I'm assuming she did go recently. Quite a few people really. @Un. @Amelie. I'm sure there are more. It's something we all have to accept I suppose if you dare to start liking certain members.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,426
Now come on, don't turn into @FuneralCry with not caring for others (and even for her a small part probably does).
In retrospect, I did state a user whereas I don't even think that FC would even look at this thread. If you want, I can state a second user. Oh, also, I think that FC cares about others despite her saying that she doesn't. The majority of her 33k+ posts aren't comprised of her repetitive threads but rather of her wishing various users in the suicide discussion forum peace. She wishes people peace or best wishes when nobody else does
 
ClaudeCTTE

ClaudeCTTE

Misunderstood...
Aug 22, 2023
265
There are some users I could mention, but I don't want to tag them. They helped me feel less alone. Although, I got caught up in my recovery and left the forum and stopped talking to them. Then I came back and saw that they hadn't logged in for weeks. I don't know what happened to them, but sometimes I feel like a fool for not saying goodbye to them.

I don't think they CTB'd; I suppose they found something that made them feel better.
It's a pity I won't be able to talk to them one last time when I CTB...
 
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LaVieEnRose

Illuminated
Jul 23, 2022
3,405
Rounded Apathy most of all

Abyssal

Mistiie

Rapiere

looseye

Wisdom3_1-9

Unending

リンさん

almaranthine

Probably some others. These are all people whose fate remains unknown.
 
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disabledlife

disabledlife

Specialist
Jun 5, 2020
345
What strikes me the most is that, despite the support of the community of this forum, they were forced to CTB alone, at their own risk, that we do not know who they are (anonymous, and so much the better moreover, we protect ourselves from the pro-lifes for example, just like our way out).

We don't know, since they stopped being on the forum, if they changed accounts (it's possible, with a voluntary disappearance, a change of computer, living space, or survival, of country, the fact that malicious people have found his account, the same with the pro-lifes, etc.), changed account to lose the people he no longer wants to see and who found him on this forum, or to better protect your future CTB for example.

We don't know, since they stopped being on the forum, if they tried to CTB, that it failed, that they confiscated all the means, the equipment, that they cut off their access. access to the internet, that he was forcibly interned in a hospital, or in prison, deprived of everything, drugged with drugs to make him a vegetable...

We don't know if the person has perhaps changed their life and found happiness again (a successful recovery, or a stroke of luck), and so much the better.

What makes me sad is that people who really have CTB, or died from another circumstance, we will never be able to give him condolences, for lack of knowing who he is and if CTB was achieved.

It's really sad, but a concession that must be respected, with anonymity, which protects us and our community, here, undoubtedly the only way out, without censorship, nor sermons, nor nastiness in general. For many of us, it is the only community to which we can speak, be listened to, no matter what we are talking about, the anger we want to express, etc.

It is this anonymity that allows us to keep this forum open. And thank you to everyone, especially the administration team who knew how to preserve this protective environment. But this anonymity forces us to remain in the dark, we must respect that. My condolences to everyone who was able to CTB, die as they wish, my thoughts to all the people who don't have the life they want, missed their CTB, etc.
 
justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
337
Venin because he was so nice and truly cared about everyone. I enjoyed talking to him a lot.

Lonelykitten because her stories and writing were written so beautifuly, and i admired how much she has fought for her happiness.

I hope both of them are enjoying their peace which they both deserve <3