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idksympxthy

idksympxthy

hey, did you know...? my blood is black!
Apr 11, 2026
37
My "first" attempt (i've had attempts as a child but they were too pathetic to even consider them as actual ones) was a result of mixing fluoxetine, tylenol, nyquil, and vodka together and the result was... well im still here lol. I just kinda grabbed what was nearby and hoped for the best. I feel embarassed even thinking it would work but i'd hoped that it did. recovering was a bitch too. i couldnt sit up or stand up without losing my vision or collapsing and my stomach constantly felt like it wanted to throw something up that wasn't there.

With access to this forum now, I wanted to ask if OTCs in this day and age are even reliable to assisting in CTB'ing. i've already read abt better drugs like the Nem but would i be able to mix THAT with something OTC for a better result? orrr am i just better off doing more research?
 
idksympxthy

idksympxthy

hey, did you know...? my blood is black!
Apr 11, 2026
37
Please do more research

I just described my experience in this thread (https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/just-took-25g-ibuprofen-some-d3-and-oxy.239857/), and I sincerely hope OP goes to the hospital. OTC overdose is no way to go. Most methods are better than OTC overdose.
I did lol. I didnt know how painful it was till I woke up in my hospital room. was during my like 1st year of university. who would've thought classes dont stop when you decide to overdose??? :0 thanks for sharing your experience!! im definitely gonna look more into better alternatives.
 
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