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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
569
This woman was able to obtain N by faking a doctor diagnosis and prescription, she then went to a pharmacist and got the lethal drugs. She used it to ctb in a hotel in Oregon.

Pretty sure she was on SaSu at some point cause she tried and searched all the methods known here such as gunshot and VSED

I still don't understand how she got it delivered in Washington. I thought assisted suicide is forbidden there ?

I hope she found peace. Sad part is she didn't want to die. She felt she couldn't heal from her parents abuse

Idk how to insert an article btw

https://www.liveaction.org/news/healthy-woman-assisted-suicide-fake-doctor
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
She's smart
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
569
She's smart

I thought about doing the same thing few months ago with Swiss organizations. But then realized they check doctor's certificates. I'm quite surprised she was able to get everything delivered without any issue. I mean I thought they would be more diligent in the US ?? LOL
 
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Veszp

Member
Dec 17, 2025
5
Seems like a slip up from someone at somepoint but fucking good for her.
 
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intr0verse

intr0verse

Arcanist
Jan 29, 2021
470
This woman was able to obtain N by faking a doctor diagnosis and prescription, she then went to a pharmacist and got the lethal drugs. She used it to ctb in a hotel in Oregon.

Pretty sure she was on SaSu at some point cause she tried and searched all the methods known here such as gunshot and VSED

I still don't understand how she got it delivered in Washington. I thought assisted suicide is forbidden there ?

I hope she found peace. Sad part is she didn't want to die. She felt she couldn't heal from her parents abuse

Idk how to insert an article btw

https://www.liveaction.org/news/healthy-woman-assisted-suicide-fake-doctor
Are there any other sources for this story? Like some news outlets, police reports..anything? Because this source (the only one so far) is super-mega pro-life and anti-AS/VE.
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
569
Are there any other sources for this story? Like some news outlets, police reports..anything? Because this source (the only one so far) is super-mega pro-life and anti-AS/VE.

You're right it's weird
 
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Wishingforadream

Wishingforadream

Shine Bright
Sep 28, 2025
40
Are there any other sources for this story? Like some news outlets, police reports..anything? Because this source (the only one so far) is super-mega pro-life and anti-AS/VE.
The nonprofit featured in the article is also against medically assisted suicide.

Additionally they are also heavily religious.
The stated mission of Aging with Dignity is to "honor the God-given human dignity of the most vulnerable among us"
Founded by https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jim_Towey
 
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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
309
I wish I could find a way to get the medication for MAiD. It's ridiculous what you have to go through and how long it takes to have the right to a painless exit when you're suffering from illnesses in the US. Why can't their be a way to find something like this prescription somehow? If you're really wealthy you probably pay a doctor to cover it up I guess.
 
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GoldenTicket

GoldenTicket

Perhaps the real nembutal is the friends we made
May 5, 2026
20
Holy shit. I remember an old post here about someone doing the same thing (don't know if it's the same women?) but I was very confused and still am. From what I've read N isn't being prescribed anymore medically to humans, yet is was just handed out..? I don't know how the pharmacy industry works at all but are people still being prescribed N then..? Everything else seems to indicate that's not the case.

Unless the pharmacist REALLY messed up and wasn't meant to access the N, but I have no idea how any of this works.. I doubt I could do this anyway.
 
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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
309
Holy shit. I remember an old post here about someone doing the same thing (don't know if it's the same women?) but I was very confused and still am. From what I've read N isn't being prescribed anymore medically to humans, yet is was just handed out..? I don't know how the pharmacy industry works at all but are people still being prescribed N then..? Everything else seems to indicate that's not the case.

Unless the pharmacist REALLY messed up and wasn't meant to access the N, but I have no idea how any of this works.. I doubt I could do this anyway.
I don't think it was actually N. I believe she got the medical compound prescription used in the US for MAiD.
 
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I don't think it was actually N. I believe she got the medical compound prescription used in the US for MAiD.
So, how? She figures that out. How to forge paperwork. Finds a pharmacist. It's all so much. It's amazing.
The lengths people go through and no one realizes maybe instead of prevented we just need help finding an easy path out.
 
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Chronic

Chronic

Member
Jun 14, 2021
95
I don't think it was actually N. I believe she got the medical compound prescription used in the US for MAiD.

Yeah, definitely not N but rather DDMP2 meds or similar.
 
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capi

capi

Just a matter of time.
Nov 13, 2023
301
wow. she was determined and crazy smart. She definitely was extremely focused for that path. That is crazy hard, I never even thought to forge something.
Gosh, i wish i could do the same thing. This article probably made the restrictions stricter though. thanks for sharing.
 
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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
309
wow. she was determined and crazy smart. She definitely was extremely focused for that path. That is crazy hard, I never even thought to forge something.
Gosh, i wish i could do the same thing. This article probably made the restrictions stricter though. thanks for sharing.
Yeah, I wish I could too. I wish I could just get the medication somehow.
 
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abcdefg789

Student
May 8, 2026
107
Totally don't believe it. There's no way you can get N from a pharmacy in the USA.
 
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GoldenTicket

GoldenTicket

Perhaps the real nembutal is the friends we made
May 5, 2026
20
I don't think it was actually N. I believe she got the medical compound prescription used in the US for MAiD.
Thank you, that actually clears things up. I knew about MAID but didn't know there were places that allowed meds to be prescribed for ending ones life (I also assumed maid only covered Canada but I didn't look into the whole program much)
 
NeverHis

NeverHis

Student
Jan 14, 2024
128
This was a very strange read. You can just fake a prescription from some made up doctor, cross the state line and get drugs? Is there no checks in place? Why haven't people been doing this for years to get Oxy or other things popular on the streets?
 
Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
56
This was a very strange read. You can just fake a prescription from some made up doctor, cross the state line and get drugs? Is there no checks in place? Why haven't people been doing this for years to get Oxy or other things popular on the streets?
Because oxy is more suspicious you can't get high from n
 

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