Method Optional drugs to take to help tranquilize myself with SN While remaining within my budget of not vomiting?

[Cress]

I have metoclopramide and SN Supposedly. I say supposedly because SN came in a black bag with no labels. I have access to some tramadol I heard a lot of people take benzos to help keep themselves calm or medication to lower blood pressure. Obviously I would acquire and just take everything if I could but I'm concerned about exceeding my budget in my stomach and ultimately vomiting.

I want Keep myself as calm as possible but also disorient myself enough So I won't be in the position to call or ask for help and panic if my SI kicks in.

 

[Darkover]

olanzapine is a strong sedative it's a anti psychotic drug it's also recommend as an anti sickness tablet as part of the sn protocol a 10mg tablet of olanzapine puts me to sleep within a hour of taking it