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eattwinkiesseejesus

eattwinkiesseejesus

Praying for death to a God that doesn't answer
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While I have SN, I'm not entirely crazy about the method. I'd like to go by opioid overdose if I could get ahold of the materials, hypothetically- would an od cocktail of oxycodone, ecstasy, and heroin do it? I'm not by any means drug smart, how much would I need to go out on an unconscious euphoric cloud?
 
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spero_meliora

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Jan 13, 2025
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You might find some of the answers you seek in the opioid mega thread here:


From a medical point of view I'd probably only stick to one opioid to reduce any interactions or unwanted side effects.... also less things to go wrong if you use only one.
 
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Forveleth

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If you go for a street drug OD be aware a lot of street drugs are not pure and can be cut with all sorts of nasty stuff. Never assume your amounts are correct and I would highly suggest you test your drugs.
 
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Opioid overdose is a moderately reliable and very peaceful method. If you have a reliable opioid source (best is pharma-grade, on the streets it's a lottery) then a cocktail of opioids and benzos are perfect to deliver death. Oxy and Heroin are good choices, but esctasy is not - it works differently and does not synergize with opioids. You need other CNS depressants, the best choice is benzodiazepines.
 
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Opioid overdose is a moderately reliable and very peaceful method. If you have a reliable opioid source (best is pharma-grade, on the streets it's a lottery) then a cocktail of opioids and benzos are perfect to deliver death. Oxy and Heroin are good choices, but esctasy is not - it works differently and does not synergize with opioids. You need other CNS depressants, the best choice is benzodiazepines.
I have access to oxy via prescription. They are only 5mg pills. I've read that rectally might be the best (after IV) method. But if I wanted to take 300mg, that would mean 60 pills. If I crush those pills and dissolve them in H2O, how much H2O would be needed? And How much of that solution can realistically be taken rectally without it leaking out too much?
 
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kitkat9234

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I wish I had a source for fent/heroin. Was going to try to go to a bad neighborhood to try and find someone but am afraid of getting ripped off, robbed or rape. Even though I'm gross but there are sickos out there who don't care. I've been driving around places and seen a few sketchy/homeless people but look like they are on crack instead.
 
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oono

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Opioid overdose is a moderately reliable and very peaceful method. If you have a reliable opioid source (best is pharma-grade, on the streets it's a lottery) then a cocktail of opioids and benzos are perfect to deliver death. Oxy and Heroin are good choices, but esctasy is not - it works differently and does not synergize with opioids. You need other CNS depressants, the best choice is benzodiazepines.
Maybe F with benzos would be enough?
But I've always wondered how to consume F powder.
 
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Maybe F with benzos would be enough?
But I've always wondered how to consume F powder.
Think boofing or enema for those really high doses, or eating, inhaling, or even injecting for the normal doses
 
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While I have SN, I'm not entirely crazy about the method. I'd like to go by opioid overdose if I could get ahold of the materials, hypothetically- would an od cocktail of oxycodone, ecstasy, and heroin do it? I'm not by any means drug smart, how much would I need to go out on an unconscious euphoric cloud?
Hi, I'm a nurse and I've overdosed on Alprazolam/Xanax. It wasn't a big deal, but I could have died. If you have the opportunity to obtain opioids like Oxycodone, there's already a high probability of a fatal overdose. If you want to mix it with heroin (I've never used heroin, but I'd love to, but I'm from Brazil, so I don't have easy access to it), I think heroin and Oxycodone will do the trick. I hope you find peace and are truly confident in what you want to do. Remember, there's no going back.
 
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wham311

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Opioid overdose is a moderately reliable and very peaceful method. If you have a reliable opioid source (best is pharma-grade, on the streets it's a lottery) then a cocktail of opioids and benzos are perfect to deliver death. Oxy and Heroin are good choices, but esctasy is not - it works differently and does not synergize with opioids. You need other CNS depressants, the best choice is benzodiazepines.
What about gabapentin and mirtazipine
 
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Ambien addict

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Jul 27, 2025
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Opioid overdose is a moderately reliable and very peaceful method. If you have a reliable opioid source (best is pharma-grade, on the streets it's a lottery) then a cocktail of opioids and benzos are perfect to deliver death. Oxy and Heroin are good choices, but esctasy is not - it works differently and does not synergize with opioids. You need other CNS depressants, the best choice is benzodiazepines.
what about oxycodone and xanax
 
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Ambien addict

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Jul 27, 2025
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Hi, I'm a nurse and I've overdosed on Alprazolam/Xanax. It wasn't a big deal, but I could have died. If you have the opportunity to obtain opioids like Oxycodone, there's already a high probability of a fatal overdose. If you want to mix it with heroin (I've never used heroin, but I'd love to, but I'm from Brazil, so I don't have easy access to it), I think heroin and Oxycodone will do the trick. I hope you find peace and are truly confident in what you want to do. Remember, there's no going back.
I can get 30 mg oxycodone, (not oxycontin), xanax, valium, ambien..would it work?
 
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wham311

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Mar 1, 2025
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I can get 30 mg oxycodone, (not oxycontin), xanax, valium, ambien..would it work?
Xanax valium and Ambien are all cns depressants which brings lethal dosage down considerably.

Work with chatgpt to finagle lethal doses out of it. Give your opiate experience, height weight and what else you have on hand
 
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Ambien addict

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Jul 27, 2025
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Xanax valium and Ambien are all cns depressants which brings lethal dosage down considerably.

Work with chatgpt to finagle lethal doses out of it. Give your opiate experience, height weight and what else you have on hand
I don't know chat thing..I am like 130 lbs..never had an opiod..don't have any
 
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Then one would need to worry about how they ingest (bioavailability)and the purity

Mix with alcohol to lower legality even more I bet
 
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eattwinkiesseejesus

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Jan 18, 2025
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Been absent but thank yall for the feedback!
 
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