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Henryk

Henryk

Tonight I'm gonna rest my chemistry
Apr 22, 2022
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Honestly, I don't care what I'll be like after I die because, as a poem I like in the world would say, "I don't have preferences for when I can no longer have preferences", so if I die shitless, I don't care. What really worries me is the whole process between taking the SN and CTB. I read many reports about the process and they are very different from each other, some report little suffering with slight discomfort and others report an extremely uncomfortable and distressing process. I know that dying is not that simple, but I wanted to know for sure how uncomfortable my last minutes of life will be to know that in the middle of the process I won't despair and call an ambulance.
 
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DreamEnd

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Aug 4, 2022
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Honestly, I don't care what I'll be like after I die because, as a poem I like in the world would say, "I don't have preferences for when I can no longer have preferences", so if I die shitless, I don't care. What really worries me is the whole process between taking the SN and CTB. I read many reports about the process and they are very different from each other, some report little suffering with slight discomfort and others report an extremely uncomfortable and distressing process. I know that dying is not that simple, but I wanted to know for sure how uncomfortable my last minutes of life will be to know that in the middle of the process I won't despair and call an ambulance.
Edge cases will always exist. The majority it is mildly discomforting and death occurs within an hour. I understand your fears, with any method you are taking a risk, especially when everyone's body is different, best you can do is follow the protocol and hope for a peaceful exit

No one can tell you how you are going to feel dying. Unfortunately this is not N or inert gas
 
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Gonnerr

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Mar 12, 2023
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For me its hard to choose between the goold old carbon monoxide and SN. I might do both at the same time.

SN is.good because i never saw anybody call the 911 because of pain with all the cases reported.

Most were saved by family members checking up on them ,making noises or they called because they were not ready to.ctb and panicked.
 
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schizochicken

schizochicken

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Feb 3, 2024
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Wonder how many people from here actually CTBed with SN…. I think we Need more live updates and threads when people do it. I will try to do the same
 
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FreeWilly

Member
Dec 23, 2021
17
This was my second choice after I got scammed out of $500 for N. But I tried drinking very salty water, and couldn't even get that down. Plus some of the stories are awful about some people suffering for up to an hour. I also think SN will soon go the way of N and be nearly impossible to get by the end of this year, unless you own a food processing company. Way too many high-profile CTB cases out there. Police and customs are now looking for it. If you're going to do this method, you better find the product now, before it's too late.
how do I search threads to find the details of how to do this? I'm struggling to figure out how to search on here. I used to see this methods forum that had everything I needed, but I can't find it anymore.
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,898
how do I search threads to find the details of how to do this? I'm struggling to figure out how to search on here. I used to see this methods forum that had everything I needed, but I can't find it anymore.
There is a search button too right corner
 
kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
301
Wonder how many people from here actually CTBed with SN…. I think we Need more live updates and threads when people do it. I will try to do the same
One that has always stuck with me ever since I read it was @toofargone6969 's goodbye thread, she messaged the thread throughout the day & when she took SN until she couldn't respond anymore, there's also a memorial thread that her brother put up. It seemed like she had her SN regimen down pretty well and didn't deviate from the plan much at all. Sometimes I can't get it out of my head for some reason. It was very heartwarming because of how everyone came together so she wouldn't be alone, but also very sad to read
 
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It seemed like she had her SN regimen down pretty well and didn't deviate from the plan much at all. Sometimes I can't get it out of my head for some reason. It was very heartwarming because of how everyone came together so she wouldn't be alone, but also very sad to read
She was wonderful to have around and when she went, I knew that there was a good chance she wasn't coming back because not only dud her regimen look solid but she did sound 100% ready for it.

if people did fail BECAUSE they followed the regimen then we'd see a much higher turnover in failures and this forum wouldn't even be discussing this method anymore as anything reliable to consider over cutting your wrists for example.
 
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AnonymousL

Specialist
Apr 5, 2023
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Well SN is salt, but very powerful salt. So I put three teaspoons of salt in a cup of water to see if I could even drink that. It actually thickened the water a little bit. I filled my mouth with it, and could only swallow a tiny bit before being very nauseous and spitting all the rest out. This was my test to see if SN was realistic for me. I failed so I changed methods. If I could not take a gulp of very salty water, there's no way I was getting SN down.

You should read this post.
OP tried SN and salt to see if it's similar in taste but it's not.
 
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Adûnâi

Adûnâi

Little Russian in-cel
Apr 25, 2020
863
I thought of creating another thread, but might as well write here. Can someone explain to me all those different substances people take? I have taken barely any medican substances in my entire life (aside from against a sore throat), so they just befuddle my mind.

Domperdone, mocupain, olanzapine?

The only thing I bought was metoclopramid, an anti-emetic.
 
AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Specialist
Apr 5, 2023
369
I thought of creating another thread, but might as well write here. Can someone explain to me all those different substances people take? I have taken barely any medican substances in my entire life (aside from against a sore throat), so they just befuddle my mind.

Domperdone, mocupain, olanzapine?

The only thing I bought was metoclopramid, an anti-emetic.
you're fine with just an anti-emetic and some pain killers. I can give you the schedule if you like?

Benzo's would be the ideal situation but they are hard to get.
 
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Adûnâi

Little Russian in-cel
Apr 25, 2020
863
you're fine with just an anti-emetic and some pain killers. I can give you the schedule if you like?
But why the pain killers? It's just an arrhythmia, right? And girls literally hang themselves, I can't be such a coward.

WTF is benzo, and why is everyone taking them? Is it as popular as fentanyl?

Yes, sure, feel free to write down the timings. Although the SN Bible is nice, too.
 
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AnonymousL

Specialist
Apr 5, 2023
369
But why the pain killers? It's just an arrhythmia, right? And girls literally hang themselves, I can't be such a coward.

WTF is benzo, and why is everyone taking them? Is it as popular as fentanyl?

Yes, sure, feel free to write down the timings. Although the SN Bible is nice, too.

I use Vizzy's guide.

Benzo helps you calm down. Ending yourself is a stressfull event.

I'm gonna ignore your comment about girls :)
 
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But why the pain killers? It's just an arrhythmia, right? And girls literally hang themselves, I can't be such a coward.
Unnecessary comment to be honest.

WTF is benzo, and why is everyone taking them? Is it as popular as fentanyl?
People take them because it's proven to be beneficial, plus since this is ctb we're talking about here and the natural reaction will be for the body to fight against it, why not have something like a benzo to aid in anxiety and lower si as a result, although this depends on industrial tolerance as well. That's why I got them and will use them, anything to make such an experience easier is worth the advantage of taking it.
 
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AnonymousL

Specialist
Apr 5, 2023
369
Unnecessary comment to be honest.


People take them because it's proven to be beneficial, plus since this is ctb we're talking about here and the natural reaction will be for the body to fight against it, why not have something like a benzo to aid in anxiety and lower si as a result, although this depends on industrial tolerance as well. That's why I got them and will use them, anything to make such an experience easier is worth the advantage of taking it.
May I ask how you were able to get them?
 
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May I ask how you were able to get them?
I lied, I lied during a doctor's visit that a previous doctor I had seen a year prior at the same clinic prescribed Alprazolam to me for my heart palpitations so I wanted them again since it caused me anxiety so I lied that I was prescribed xanax along with Beta-blockers so the doctor responded with "just don't addicted to them" and that was it. I didn't think I'd get them and was settled on doing sn with meto and everything else but this was just a bonus, a big one at that since I have remarkably low tolerance.
 
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AnonymousL

Specialist
Apr 5, 2023
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I lied, I lied during a doctor's visit that a previous doctor I had seen a year prior at the same clinic prescribed Alprazolam to me for my heart palpitations so I wanted them again since it caused me anxiety so I lied that I was prescribed xanax along with Beta-blockers so the doctor responded with "just don't addicted to them" and that was it. I didn't think I'd get them and was settled on doing sn with meto and everything else but this was just a bonus, a big one at that since I have remarkably low tolerance.
damnn, i really need to find a way to get them as well
 
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Alpercino

Member
Jun 19, 2023
97
Does anyone know if its possible to carry SN into a plane?
 
Adûnâi

Adûnâi

Little Russian in-cel
Apr 25, 2020
863
Unnecessary comment to be honest.
What's unnecessary? I'm asking whether it's really that painful to warrant paracetamol... Why suddenly passive-aggressive?
 
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Ninja_Master

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Dec 11, 2023
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What's unnecessary? I'm asking whether it's really that painful to warrant paracetamol... Why suddenly passive-aggressive?
He meant on your comment about girls hanging themselves
 
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WheelSucker459

Will follow you wherever
Jan 13, 2024
29
Ive heard about side-effects from some meds which make me nervous

Im torn about just not bothering with them
 
Onomatopoeia

Onomatopoeia

Student
Feb 17, 2024
171

You should read this post.
OP tried SN and salt to see if it's similar in taste but it's not.

Understood. I was just saying that the extremely salty water test was my personal test.

Salt (NaCl) is sodium chloride. Sodium nitrite is NaNO2​.​

Both are sodium-based. Lions, tigers, leopards, and cheetahs are all a little different. But they are all big cats. If I cannot fight and win against a tiger one-on-one, then it's highly unlikely I would win against a lion, cougar or leopard either even though they are different big cats. Same with SN water and concentrated salt water. If I cannot do the latter, I cannot do the previous. Just my opinion.
 
AnonymousL

AnonymousL

Specialist
Apr 5, 2023
369
Understood. I was just saying that the extremely salty water test was my personal test.

Salt (NaCl) is sodium chloride. Sodium nitrite is NaNO2​.​

Both are sodium-based. Lions, tigers, leopards, and cheetahs are all a little different. But they are all big cats. If I cannot fight and win against a tiger one-on-one, then it's highly unlikely I would win against a lion, cougar or leopard either even though they are different big cats. Same with SN water and concentrated salt water. If I cannot do the latter, I cannot do the previous. Just my opinion.
I get it. I was just trying to help :)
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,149
Does anyone know if its possible to carry SN into a plane?
SN is oxidizing that means in the case there's a fire it would make the fire burn even better. From this point of view it may be seized as a dangerous substance if they recognize it.

Imo there's a risk when SN is in your luggage.
 
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F&Inside

🌊🌊🌊
Aug 9, 2023
168
Does anyone know if its possible to carry SN into a plane?
Risky but not impossible.
A dear friend of this forum, took SN on a Germany-UK flight, hiding it among her belongings.
I miss you friend, wherever you are, may you finally be at peace 🙏🏻
 
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