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tiredplant777

tiredplant777

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Jul 23, 2021
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So I was talking to someone today. I don't think they would want to know I am sharing this here. But anyway they talked about just going around and asking people for opiates, like not just anyone but I guess specific places, but still random people. I don't know if that would work. Just made me think I guess. I feel like if I just had a reliable method like fentanyl, and just had it there, and to know it was there, I would just feel so relieved.
 
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FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

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May 31, 2018
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I feel like if I just had a reliable method like fentanyl, and just had it there, and to know it was there, I would just feel so relieved.
God yes!!!! There are HOURS in every single day of my life I think about this.
 
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tiredplant777

tiredplant777

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Jul 23, 2021
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God yes!!!! There are HOURS in every single day of my life I think about this.
Yeah exactly. Just the relief of know something is there makes me feel so much better. I constantly think about it and I think about suicide and death as a way to soothe myself.
 
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phoenixx

phoenixx

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Apr 8, 2019
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I wish I could do this but I'd most likely get stabbed :pfff:
 
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tiredplant777

tiredplant777

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Jul 23, 2021
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I wish I could do this but I'd most likely get stabbed :pfff:
This is valid !! The person was ready to get into a random car for opiates, I mean I'm not gonna do that lol.
 

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