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Bobert_Beniro

Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
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I read a lot of information on the Internet, but I could not find exact data on how much I need for OD.
I prefer oxycodone because its price and strength are balanced (morphine is cheap and weak, fentanyl is strong but expensive)
First, I want to tell you the prices from my dealer: oxycodone slow release 80 mg - $30, oxy 40 mg slow release - $15, fentanyl 0.2 mg - $55
I already have 80mg of oxy and another $150, what should I spend it on? Do slow release tablets work instantly if you break them?
I'm also planning on taking 6mg of clonazepam/xanax and metho, along with grapevine juice.
Here's my plan:
00:00- I drink 30 mg of metoclopramide with water
01:00- I drink a benzo along with grapefruit juice and 40 mg of oxycodone (see if I start vomiting)
02:00- If everything goes well, I drink the remaining dose
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
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Please give me some…I would like to OD as well 😭
 
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Infinitespace_

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The only thing that will probably kill you Is the fentanyl
 
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k1w1

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Feb 16, 2022
244
I read a lot of information on the Internet, but I could not find exact data on how much I need for OD.
I prefer oxycodone because its price and strength are balanced (morphine is cheap and weak, fentanyl is strong but expensive)
First, I want to tell you the prices from my dealer: oxycodone slow release 80 mg - $30, oxy 40 mg slow release - $15, fentanyl 0.2 mg - $55
I already have 80mg of oxy and another $150, what should I spend it on? Do slow release tablets work instantly if you break them?
I'm also planning on taking 6mg of clonazepam/xanax and metho, along with grapevine juice.
Here's my plan:
00:00- I drink 30 mg of metoclopramide with water
01:00- I drink a benzo along with grapefruit juice and 40 mg of oxycodone (see if I start vomiting)
02:00- If everything goes well, I drink the remaining dose
That wont do shit but get you high. The amounts are documented in the ppeh. They are staggering! 10grams of morphine with benzos and antiemetics etc. I took a 1000mgs once and slept it off....if you have a tolerance with opiates youre screwed.
 
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lwlaiet8887

Embodiment of failure/Doom poster/Compassionate
Sep 14, 2023
288
You're better of injecting heroine friend. Or if you want to use oxycodone you're going to need to use it in conjunction with some kind of suffocation to completely cut off your airway whilst sedated.
 
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gap

I'm Italian, but there is google translate🙂
Apr 28, 2023
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40 mg of oxycodone? maybe a little bit of very slight nausea if it's your first time taking it. Do you expect that dosage to give OD?
 
ihatethisplanet

ihatethisplanet

Member
Jun 21, 2023
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You're better of injecting heroine friend. Or if you want to use oxycodone you're going to need to use it in conjunction with some kind of suffocation to completely cut off your airway whilst sedated.

Genuine question - where does a person with zero connections get heroin? I'm as clean cut as you can get. They'd probably think I'm a cop or something. 🫤
 
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lwlaiet8887

Embodiment of failure/Doom poster/Compassionate
Sep 14, 2023
288
Genuine question - where does a person with zero connections get heroin? I'm as clean cut as you can get. They'd probably think I'm a cop or something. 🫤
Dark Web, telegram pages ran by big vendors. Second is very reliable if you're within Europe.
 
Bobert_Beniro

Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
260
The only thing that will probably kill you Is the fentanyl
Fentanyl is good, but it's too expensive, I'll need about $500 for a lethal dose
That wont do shit but get you high. The amounts are documented in the ppeh. They are staggering! 10grams of morphine with benzos and antiemetics etc. I took a 1000mgs once and slept it off....if you have a tolerance with opiates youre screwed.
Surely you took 1g of morphine when you already had tolerance, you need a minimum of 3-5g, this is what I could find on the Internet, for people without tolerance the lethal dose is 300-500mg. PPEH says you need 10g, but maybe less is enough, because they say you need 20g SN, but in fact people have died from smaller doses, for example there is a documented case where a nurse died from 1g SN, or for example when a family I accidentally salted food with nitrite instead of salt, as a result 2 or 3 people died, and there are many such cases, this is the first thing that came to mind. Also, you probably didn't notice that I will also use benzo along with grapefruit juice
You're better of injecting heroine friend. Or if you want to use oxycodone you're going to need to use it in conjunction with some kind of suffocation to completely cut off your airway whilst sedated.
I'm afraid of injections :) In fact, I won't be too upset if my attempt is unsuccessful, I'll either get high or die. I also plan to have a drink outside in winter, then I will definitely die from the cold
40 mg of oxycodone? maybe a little bit of very slight nausea if it's your first time taking it. Do you expect that dosage to give OD?
I'm going to use about 400mg of oxy and 0.4mg of fentanyl along with benzo and grapefruit juice
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
40 mg of oxycodone? maybe a little bit of very slight nausea if it's your first time taking it. Do you expect that dosage to give OD?
I've read that 40 to 80 mg is fatal if you have no tolerance. It does sound very low dose. I took 10 mg slow release one time, and was uncomfortably spaced out. Those slow release ones are awful compared to the 5 mg immediate release ones I took a few times years ago which felt slightly pleasant. They don't give those any more here I understand.
 
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k1w1

Experienced
Feb 16, 2022
244
Genuine question - where does a person with zero connections get heroin? I'm as clean cut as you can get. They'd probably think I'm a cop or something. 🫤
You don't. Just put that out of your mind as it is asking for a few years of misery on top of your existing problems which at your age, Im geussing are solvable, ask me how I know.
 
ihatethisplanet

ihatethisplanet

Member
Jun 21, 2023
72
You don't. Just put that out of your mind as it is asking for a few years of misery on top of your existing problems which at your age, Im geussing are solvable, ask me how I know.
I have zero interest in getting high. The only reason I asked is because it seems like a lot of celebrities die this way, either on purpose or by accident. Every day there's an article about how deadly fentanyl is.

It was a crazy idea, but my circumstances have me feeling like the walls are closing in on me. I'm not young and my issues just got quite a bit worse.
 
The Burning Fool

The Burning Fool

Falling through the abyss of insanity
Sep 12, 2023
289
I could use that stuff to drown in a bathtub, but in itself that's just a very survivable vomit fest, isn't it?

Btw literally the first duckduckgo search result is very useful, and gives lots of tips like use quick release meds, snort crushed tablets and so on.
 
Bobert_Beniro

Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
260
I could use that stuff to drown in a bathtub, but in itself that's just a very survivable vomit fest, isn't it?

Btw literally the first duckduckgo search result is very useful, and gives lots of tips like use quick release meds, snort crushed tablets and so on.
I found my old thread, where I also asked about opiates, they advised me to snort F, the vach may vomit, but it will remain inside. You can use opiates outside in the winter to increase your chances. Thanks for the tip about duckduckgo, I forgot about it
 
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avaruus

avaruus

loser · gone very soon
Aug 17, 2022
560
I've read that 40 to 80 mg is fatal if you have no tolerance
80mg is not usually fatal even for people with 0 tolerance, atleast by respiratory depression. Most of the "OD" deaths are just people drowning in their vomit while unconscious, which is very possible at those dosages tho.
 
lwlaiet8887

lwlaiet8887

Embodiment of failure/Doom poster/Compassionate
Sep 14, 2023
288
Yeah, the only reliable method for OD is Heroine via injection. It's painless, fairly easy, and not overly expensive. If you use other Opioids you risk complication although I do believe there's a method. If you're able to cut of your air way significantly before you take oxy for example you will most likely suffocate to death. At low does of xanax my breathing slows down heavily, so I imagine with Oxy you will be breathing very shallow and with some to stifle your airflow you will CBT.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
80mg is not usually fatal even for people with 0 tolerance, atleast by respiratory depression. Most of the "OD" deaths are just people drowning in their vomit while unconscious, which is very possible at those dosages tho.
80mg is not usually fatal even for people with 0 tolerance, atleast by respiratory depression. Most of the "OD" deaths are just people drowning in their vomit while unconscious, which is very possible at those dosages tho.
Where did you hear 80 mg isn't fatal?
 
avaruus

avaruus

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Aug 17, 2022
560
Where did you hear 80 mg isn't fatal?
I've done 40mg before with zero tolerance + i've researched the concept of opioid OD for a while.
If it would be as easy as just popping a 80 and calling it a night, most people would just do that rather than SN :(
 
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Meditation guide

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Jun 22, 2020
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Where did you hear 80 mg isn't fatal?
 
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Kera

Experienced
Jul 16, 2023
260
I've done 40mg before with zero tolerance + i've researched the concept of opioid OD for a while.
If it would be as easy as just popping a 80 and calling it a night, most people would just do that rather than SN :(
Drug Commission of the German Medical Association: Oxycodone (Oxygesic®) – abuse, dependence and fatal consequences due to the injection of crushed sustained-release tablets:

Some abusers may still remember the earlier Eukodal® tablets and are therefore in particular danger; An Oxygesic® 80 mg tablet now contains 8-16 times the dose of the old Eukodal® tablets. This dose can be fatal to an intolerant adult. That is why the German specialist information also points out that the 80 mg extended-release tablet "should not be taken by patients who have not previously received opioids".
 
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loterius

loterius

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Sep 21, 2023
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What you need is at least 1500mg oxycodon. And combine that with starvation. or fasting for at least 5 days then take this serious dosage. anything less then 1500mg is not enough. Im planning to to it with 2000mg tramadol 40 capsules of 50mg each. That will take you straight to the floor!. Go higher. If you dont have the money stop. keep saving untill you have enough for the right dosage.
 
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avaruus

loser · gone very soon
Aug 17, 2022
560
Drug Commission of the German Medical Association: Oxycodone (Oxygesic®) – abuse, dependence and fatal consequences due to the injection of crushed sustained-release tablets:

"
Some abusers may still remember the earlier Eukodal® tablets and are therefore in particular danger; An Oxygesic® 80 mg tablet now contains 8-16 times the dose of the old Eukodal® tablets. This dose can be fatal to an intolerant adult. That is why the German specialist information also points out that the 80 mg extended-release tablet "should not be taken by patients who have not previously received opioids".
They just say that because its technically possible, obviously its a really heavy dose, many might drown in their own puke since opioids at high dosages cause heavy nausea and loss of conciousness but as i said before, if it would be that easy to get a respitary depression from only a 80mg pill, it would be one of the most recommended ways of CTBing here. :/
 
Kera

Kera

Experienced
Jul 16, 2023
260
What you need is at least 1500mg oxycodon. And combine that with starvation. or fasting for at least 5 days then take this serious dosage. anything less then 1500mg is not enough. Im planning to to it with 2000mg tramadol 40 capsules of 50mg each. That will take you straight to the floor!. Go higher. If you dont have the money stop. keep saving untill you have enough for the right dosage.
I haven't heard of fasting for 5 days beforehand. I think that's too risky. 8-12 hours beforehand should be enough.
The official medication list from danish doctors states that at least 300 mg should be taken. I can not say anything about this.
It's amazing how you get opiates. I have the money but no access. My mother had been given fetanyl plasters by her family doctor. But only because of their illnesses.
 
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ama

Today I feel like suicide…
Sep 13, 2023
17
Genuine question - where does a person with zero connections get heroin? I'm as clean cut as you can get. They'd probably think I'm a cop or something. 🫤
I feel the same way. I dont even know where to start or look for fent or heroin.
 
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Kera

Experienced
Jul 16, 2023
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They just say that because its technically possible, obviously its a really heavy dose, many might drown in their own puke since opioids at high dosages cause heavy nausea and loss of conciousness but as i said before, if it would be that easy to get a respitary depression from only a 80mg pill, it would be one of the most recommended ways of CTBing here. :/
Hmmm. If the maximum daily dose is: 160mg, then 80mg is a joke.
Terrible vomiting like with SN? Then I can also do it with propranolol and amitriptyline. Hardly any vomiting and rapid cardiac death 🙏
First, I want to tell you the prices from my dealer: oxycodone slow release 80 mg - $30, oxy 40 mg slow release - $15, fentanyl 0.2 mg - $55
I already have 80mg of oxy and another $150, what
Online or street vendors?
 
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Bobert_Beniro

Life sucks and then you die.
Mar 14, 2023
260
What you need is at least 1500mg oxycodon. And combine that with starvation. or fasting for at least 5 days then take this serious dosage. anything less then 1500mg is not enough. Im planning to to it with 2000mg tramadol 40 capsules of 50mg each. That will take you straight to the floor!. Go higher. If you dont have the money stop. keep saving untill you have enough for the right dosage.
I found information on the Internet that the maximum daily dose is 80 mg of oxy, anything more can cause death. I tried 100mg slow release morphine and even that made me very sleepy and my breathing was very weak
Hmmm. If the maximum daily dose is: 160mg, then 80mg is a joke.
Terrible vomiting like with SN? Then I can also do it with propranolol and amitriptyline. Hardly any vomiting and rapid cardiac death 🙏

Online or street vendors?
In the pinned topics there is a thread about searching for drugs on the dark web. You need to drink at least 10g of amitriptyline, which seems to me to cause vomiting, even from the taste. If you use fentanyl patches or snort, you may vomit, but you will still die.
 

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