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Helio_Helio

Helio_Helio

Please treat me kindly... Thank you
Jun 23, 2024
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I'm sure plenty will come for me for saying this but I swear that a shared community of struggle does not make one suffer more.

From my own experience, when there is a community of people who even might be seeking an end is more comforting than a world of people who refuses to acknowledge that fact.

I felt so alone feeling suicidal with no one to share that feeling with. Sharing methods is nothing more than a precaution for one to not end up in suffering because this world does not give us an option for a fail-safe exit.

If the world censors committing oneself that is just another ruin to human rights.

No one desires death for no reason. No matter how ridiculous that reason is.

And finding salvation is something that a community should put effort into. Instead of silencing everyone, people should have put more effort into finding those around them to save.

I can see the beauty in the next morning's sunshine doesn't mean everyone should. Every day-fall is different to every person. Not spreading love but muting those struggling is unforgivable
I'm sure plenty will come for me for saying this but I swear that a shared community of struggle does not make one suffer more.

From my own experience, when there is a community of people who even might be seeking an end is more comforting than a world of people who refuses to acknowledge that fact.

I felt so alone feeling suicidal with no one to share that feeling with. Sharing methods is nothing more than a precaution for one to not end up in suffering because this world does not give us an option for a fail-safe exit.

If the world censors committing oneself that is just another ruin to human rights.

No one desires death for no reason. No matter how ridiculous that reason is.

And finding salvation is something that a community should put effort into. Instead of silencing everyone, people should have put more effort into finding those around them to save.

I can see the beauty in the next morning's sunshine doesn't mean everyone should. Every day-fall is different to every person. Not spreading love but muting those struggling is unforgivable
That saying, I love our community and would not change it for anything else.

I want this community to continue to exist.

I do not stand for those to erase it…
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
637
Pro lifers will never have logical arguments. They refuse to even attempt to see things from our point of view. And immediately resort to demonising this site rather than question why a place like this would even come to exist.
 
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Helio_Helio

Helio_Helio

Please treat me kindly... Thank you
Jun 23, 2024
27
Pro lifers will never have logical arguments. They refuse to even attempt to see things from our point of view. And immediately resort to demonising this site rather than question why a place like this would even come to exist.
Exactly! This is very much a place for love. It is privileged to think one cannot need such environments. It's too selfish.

All for their beautifying their tiny worlds that no one suffers. It's all bullshit
 
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Dinnerwith6

Dinnerwith6

Silly me
Dec 11, 2025
37
Pro lifers will never have logical arguments. They refuse to even attempt to see things from our point of view. And immediately resort to demonising this site rather than question why a place like this would even come to exist.
I get so upset when I see those articles that try to picture this site as evil and full of pro-suicides. They're genuinely just bashing down on suicidal people.
 
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Helio_Helio

Helio_Helio

Please treat me kindly... Thank you
Jun 23, 2024
27
I get so upset when I see those articles that try to picture this site as evil and full of pro-suicides. They're genuinely just bashing down on suicidal people.
exactly.

They do not recognize that some people may just be seeking their own salvation
 
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Front Back

Experienced
Apr 27, 2026
204
I come here hoping to die, now I came here everytime i'm feeling it cause reading others venting makes me less suicidal.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
990
This site has kept me alive with being able to communicate with like minded individuals.
 
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itsallogrenow

itsallogrenow

27/5/26 - D Day
Jun 13, 2024
274
Pro lifers will never have logical arguments. They refuse to even attempt to see things from our point of view. And immediately resort to demonising this site rather than question why a place like this would even come to exist.
I hate when they try to bring up the past of the creators/mods as well.

Their history and/or potential ulterior motives for this site weren't the reasons we all ended up here in the first place.

Like you said, they'd rather just attack the site without thinking about why we need it and how it helps people. I feel like most of those people just need to inflate their egos and do their virtue signalling.
 
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SoverignDreamer97

SoverignDreamer97

I am never alone.
Mar 29, 2026
229
Let them talk; the rules remain the same.

1. "You cannot please everyone; control the things you can control." ~Suncha Ferreira (Victus Group)/Mark 8:36, Matthew 13:12

2. The grass withers, the flowers fade, because the breath of the Lord blows upon it;
surely the people are grass.
The grass withers, the flowers fade, but the word of our God stands forever. (Isaiah 40:7-8)

3.
The world hates liabilities, and would rather they not exist, as much as the rules dictate that all life is inherently valuable. (Proverbs 25:17)
  • Even in a community of liabilities, there is no place for a liability. (John 15:18)
Therefore, as much as I desire to live, and that a world without me would be awfully dull and grey,
this isn't up to me; if I die, I die; though my father, mother, and the whole world forsake me, the Lord will bring me up. (Esther 4:11, Psalm 27:10)
 
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GoldenTicket

GoldenTicket

Perhaps the real nembutal is the friends we made
May 5, 2026
19
You've put this so well, suicide is always going to exist in the world, mental illness, tragedy, suicidal ideation, if people think a website is the main cause of others being pushed over the edge then it just goes to show how stupid they really are. Even before SS there have been groups formed on the early Internet to talk about suicide and methods, if SS was suddenly taken down I'm certain another site similar would take it's place. And even if one didn't, people will seek out suicide regardless, it's almost as if there's deeper issues going on, crazy!

I found this site when looking for effective suicide methods, if SS didn't exist I would still feel the same, I'd still find my information regardless, but I feel comfort knowing I'm not alone in my experiences, as depressing as they are. Feels a little less isolating. I fully believe this site is keeping people alive, despite what others may think.
 
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Helio_Helio

Helio_Helio

Please treat me kindly... Thank you
Jun 23, 2024
27
You've put this so well, suicide is always going to exist in the world, mental illness, tragedy, suicidal ideation, if people think a website is the main cause of others being pushed over the edge then it just goes to show how stupid they really are. Even before SS there have been groups formed on the early Internet to talk about suicide and methods, if SS was suddenly taken down I'm certain another site similar would take it's place. And even if one didn't, people will seek out suicide regardless, it's almost as if there's deeper issues going on, crazy!

I found this site when looking for effective suicide methods, if SS didn't exist I would still feel the same, I'd still find my information regardless, but I feel comfort knowing I'm not alone in my experiences, as depressing as they are. Feels a little less isolating. I fully believe this site is keeping people alive, despite what others may think.
Yes exactly!!! There would only be more people who would end up attempting in a way which leaves them in possibly eternal pain and spy-ware of people who keeps them alive to suffer.

The true solution to this is only, only, a better system! A government that actually works for its people, a society that allows those ill to have time to be ill (and not have to work themselves till their very soul suffers more alive than dead).
 
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boyafraid

boyafraid

Is life over yet?
Oct 27, 2025
114
I agree so much with everything you said!

I love this community and I'm super grateful for it (:

Also I like your higurashi pfp! It's one of my all time favorite shows (:
 

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