Ive come to the realization that im to ugly to get a girlfriend and will end up dying alone....ive tried drugs but it makes suffering worse, ive thought and concluded that im honestly only 1 squeeze of a trigger away. Thats it, it take a half a second to take one of my guns and do it but im to much of a wimp to pull it. Things are getting worse, im 30 no girlfriend while i have do much love to give but nobody will give me a chance, if this continues the squeeze of the trigger doesnt seem too bad.
