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WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
In short, olazapine acquired.

I'm a manipulative bastard. I went to my shrink and told him that the last two weeks were shit, that I've been in a depressive state and that I've had obnoxious mood cycles. All are true. During the conversation I noted that I'm on a high dose of Prozac and I'm still depressed and stated that ot can't be normal. I said that my research brought up certain medications and stated that I should be involved in this treatment. Little did he know that I was looking for an antiemetic.

Cue the music.

Heh, it's amusing how the paths of life and death intertwine. If the olazapine makes me better, cool. If not, I still have my bus pass.

Feeling like this:

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CrushedHopes

CrushedHopes

Ex-narcissist that is looking to end himself soon
Nov 3, 2019
471
When are you looking to bite the death bullet?
 
WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
When are you looking to bite the death bullet?
Whenever the answer to the question "Is the effort I can put into life worth it?"

As such, I don't have an explicit timeframe. I'm in the middle. Some days I think it's worth it to improve my life. Other days, not at all and an SN milkshake sounds delicious.
 
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CrushedHopes

CrushedHopes

Ex-narcissist that is looking to end himself soon
Nov 3, 2019
471
Whenever the answer to the question "Is the effort I can put into life worth it?"

As such, I don't have an explicit timeframe. I'm in the middle. Some days I think it's worth it to improve my life. Other days, not at all and an SN milkshake sounds delicious.
Ah, so you're contemplating. That's okay. We would support your choice, regardless.
 
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Mrnobody2019

Member
Oct 24, 2019
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What dosage have you been prescribed? I'm on 25mg quetiapine twice a day but pretty sure that's it's too low of a dose to work as an effective antiemetic (I've been on the 50mg a day for 3 weeks if it makes any difference)
 
WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
Ah, so you're contemplating. That's okay. We would support your choice, regardless.
That is exactly why I like the forum. It also changed me in some way.

The day that brought me here I was sitting at work for for a few hours wondering if life was worth it and how much stuff would be required for an overdose. Then, I had to leave for a job interview. Hilarious.

That bring it up to 3 potential methods. I have a collection.

Have to give respect to those determined enough to go through with it.

I thank @Stan for his work. He's the one who listed olazapine.

I thank the wonderful souls on this board as well.

What dosage have you been prescribed? I'm on 25mg quetiapine twice a day but pretty sure that's it's too low of a dose to work as an effective antiemetic (I've been on the 50mg a day for 3 weeks if it makes any difference)
Not sure. Lowest dose atm so I think it's likely 25mg. I plan on doing some stockpiling so I can at least stat.
 
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Girobatol

Girobatol

Specialist
Sep 9, 2019
313
I´m also in olanzapine. I hate it but works as an antiemetic. I tried it on a bad hung over (I vomit after a night of drinks) and worked pretty good.
 
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Stan

Factoid Hunter
Aug 29, 2019
2,589
In short, olazapine acquired.

I'm a manipulative bastard. I went to my shrink and told him that the last two weeks were shit, that I've been in a depressive state and that I've had obnoxious mood cycles. All are true. During the conversation I noted that I'm on a high dose of Prozac and I'm still depressed and stated that ot can't be normal. I said that my research brought up certain medications and stated that I should be involved in this treatment. Little did he know that I was looking for an antiemetic.

Cue the music.

Heh, it's amusing how the paths of life and death intertwine. If the olazapine makes me better, cool. If not, I still have my bus pass.

Very well played!

Scheme
 
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BPD_LE

The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
1,576
What dosage have you been prescribed? I'm on 25mg quetiapine twice a day but pretty sure that's it's too low of a dose to work as an effective antiemetic (I've been on the 50mg a day for 3 weeks if it makes any difference)
Don't know if this helps but I've been on Q for years. 50mg is a low dose. I'm on 250mg a day. I believe this dose is an effective AE for me and I'll be using it instead of meto.
 
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WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
Thank you. Stealing the Burns.

Don't know if this helps but I've been on Q for years. 50mg is a low dose. I'm on 250mg a day. I believe this dose is an effective AE for me and I'll be using it instead of meto.
Thanks for the confirmation.

im on olanzapine not sure if that's the same thing your taking. It really helps me sleep well.
Helping sleep would be a bonus.

Good job man! Progressing
Thank you.
 
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metalchic_74

Gone Girl
Oct 26, 2019
260
What dosage have you been prescribed? I'm on 25mg quetiapine twice a day but pretty sure that's it's too low of a dose to work as an effective antiemetic (I've been on the 50mg a day for 3 weeks if it makes any difference)
I'm pretty sure I saw on Stans post that you need 225 mg of Quetiapine
 
WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
I'm pretty sure I saw on Stans post that you need 225 mg of Quetiapine
Assuming "nM" is the equivalent to grams or grams I'll be able to save up for a stat at the very least.

It's also olanzapine. Even I got switched up.
 
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Mrnobody2019

Member
Oct 24, 2019
73
I'm pretty sure I saw on Stans post that you need 225 mg of Quetiapine
Assuming "nM" is the equivalent to grams or grams I'll be able to save up for a stat at the very least.

It's also olanzapine. Even I got switched up.

I'm also unsure about nM meaning, it can't be mg, as one of antipsychotics has a 0.027 or 0.0027 next to it (can't remember which). But I can't imagine 0.027 mg of any medication having much of an effect what so ever?
 
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pphelpme

Count down
Feb 6, 2022
56
In short, olazapine acquired.

I'm a manipulative bastard. I went to my shrink and told him that the last two weeks were shit, that I've been in a depressive state and that I've had obnoxious mood cycles. All are true. During the conversation I noted that I'm on a high dose of Prozac and I'm still depressed and stated that ot can't be normal. I said that my research brought up certain medications and stated that I should be involved in this treatment. Little did he know that I was looking for an antiemetic.

Cue the music.

Heh, it's amusing how the paths of life and death intertwine. If the olazapine makes me better, cool. If not, I still have my bus pass.

Feeling like this:

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I just talked my shrink into giving me olanzapine too! So easy. But I don't know how much I need? Or how are you figuring it out? This is the lat step other than ordering to drink stuff.
That is exactly why I like the forum. It also changed me in some way.

The day that brought me here I was sitting at work for for a few hours wondering if life was worth it and how much stuff would be required for an overdose. Then, I had to leave for a job interview. Hilarious.

That bring it up to 3 potential methods. I have a collection.

Have to give respect to those determined enough to go through with it.

I thank @Stan for his work. He's the one who listed olazapine.

I thank the wonderful souls on this board as well.


Not sure. Lowest dose atm so I think it's likely 25mg. I plan on doing some stockpiling so I can at least stat.Did Stan say how
did Stan say how much olanzapine is needed? can I get that info?
 
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