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Blue Ocean

Student
Jan 26, 2025
194
it genuinely feels like I am trapped here with no other choice but I desperately want to leave.
 
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holyhorse

Member
Mar 31, 2024
46
gonna leave my comment here. i also would like to know...

i guess at this point you just have to ignore everyone, if they're the one that make you delay your ctb
 
enditplz

enditplz

Experienced
Jan 24, 2023
211
I have high blood pressure and take medication to manage it. It's not really a major issue, most adults have it.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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High blood pressure is managed with medication. Your suicide would have no effect on that. They would probably be sad, though. There's no pill for that.
 
NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
572
If you keep dwelling on the thoughts of what will happen to others when you ctb, you'll never do it. Still maybe that's a good thing?
 

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