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cjs0712

cjs0712

Waiting to die
Feb 8, 2024
75
One of my three dogs died about two months ago.
She has always been the weakest among the other dogs and had many problems with her health, so I almost have never seen her except when she was out of my parents' bedroom (she sleeps there).
That being said, I am not particularly fond of her compared to other dogs.
But, I've been eating and sleeping in the same house with her for half my life.

The day she died, my mother knocked on my door, crying, announcing her death.
It was very early in the morning, and I usually don't interact with my family members at all, so I just sat at a table in the living room petting the now-dead dog, and then I just went back to sleep.

A while later, my sister knocked on my door, and told me that she and her parents will go out and cremate her and give her a funeral, and that I should join. I didn't reply, and went back to sleep.
 
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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

Trying to heal
Jun 24, 2023
169
When someone is sick for a long time, you automatically prepare for their demise. Maybe that's something natural to our psyche? At least that worked for me more or less. Kind of makes the blow easier to take.
 

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