One last try: 6 months till I CTB?

[darkandtwisty]

There's a slight possible chance of life getting better in September. Financial restrictions I've been dealing with since last September will be over. It's caused so much stress and sleepless nights. I've been close to not being able to pay rent. I've gone hungry.

If everything goes right, my financial struggles will be gone and I'll have a chance at having a more positive life. I'm going to continue to plan and get what I need for my chosen method (Co2 in a tent). If it doesn't get better, I'll be ready. You know what they say: money can't buy happiness, but it can help.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in what happens.

 

[Linda]

There's a slight possible chance of life getting better in September. Financial restrictions I've been dealing with since last September will be over. It's caused so much stress and sleepless nights. I've been close to not being able to pay rent. I've gone hungry.

If everything goes right, my financial struggles will be gone and I'll have a chance at having a more positive life. I'm going to continue to plan and get what I need for my chosen method (Co2 in a tent). If it doesn't get better, I'll be ready. You know what they say: money can't buy happiness, but it can help.

You are being sensible. My mother often used to say Hope for the best but plan for the worst.