Another year came and went, somehow. Birthdays have become increasingly difficult for me in recent years because I can tell I'm a shell of the person I used to be, and I think the people around me are starting to sense it too, but the celebration is always still for that person that I haven't been in a long time. No one would understand that all I really want this year is for it to be my last.
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It's my fight.
- Jan 22, 2026
- 51
I understand how you feel. Every year I get older and more suicidal
nintendo64
mr. kill myself
- Dec 19, 2025
- 66
I'm sorry. Birthdays have always been difficult for me too, another year of regrets and suffering that's came and went. Here's to hoping ours will be the last feeling this pain.
SufferingDev
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- Aug 4, 2024
- 62
oh god...that felt personal - I feel you, still trying to find that older me, if it even exists - I am sure it does...somewhere, somewhere deep.
Well can't help you there - but if I ever find an answer I will gladly share, if I only knew it myself.
Well - wish you help with finding what you are looking for, I understand what you mean more than you think.Similar threads
