Neurodamaged2

Neurodamaged2

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Oct 28, 2019
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I'm currently prescribed 15 mg zopiclone, 0.5 mg clonazepam (2x daily), and 2mg ativan (PRN). Thus, I have a tolerance to benzos but that's made even worse by past chemical abuses (SSRI's, Adderall, Alcohol, THC, Nicotine, etc) plus ECT. Basically, I could take 10 zopiclone and I still wouldn't pass out. I tried drinking like seven beers and then taking four Zopiclones but it just led to dry heaving in the toilet and a bad headache, no passing out. Alcohol and weed doesn't make me pass out either. It's like my brain is so fried it's pass-out-proof by most regular drugs.

I just took 7.5 mg zopiclone, 2mg ativan and 0.5 mg clonazepam and it doesn't even feel like it touched me. I wish I could order zopiclone online as it's the only thing that makes life even remotely feel like it's worth living, but I don't trust those supposed 'no prescription' suppliers. Anyways, I need something that will knock me out cold as I plan on setting up a hanging that I pass out and die from. Is there anything I can buy or make? I can't get my meds because my parents dole them out to me as I need them, they know I'd down them all if I had access to them.
 

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