newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
2,780
Old thread, but a good one. I'll give my depression an 8........I can still sorta function but suicidal thoughts never leave me even for a nanosecond.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,501
I guess around a 7, but sometimes I feel worse. In general I lack the will to live, have anhedonia and little energy. There is always a constant feeling of dread. I can feel a bit better after sleep and that is the one thing I look forward to.
 
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burglarlydante

burglarlydante

Member
Apr 30, 2020
93
2001, maybe I've born to suffer or maybe life's just suffering
 
OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
8 - 9.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
906
Let's say 3 today. But it varies during the day. Maybe in the next hours I will feel more depressed or less depressed. It depends.
 
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mossyfox

Student
Aug 4, 2021
129
10. having energy drink and with BD might change that or cause problems. hoping for a mood lift.
 
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Bluebluecrow

New Member
Jun 9, 2021
3
10 - For thirty years therapists haven't worked, meds haven't worked. I still feel numb, lost, angry, depressed and hopeless. I'm ready to throw in the towel.
 
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iamthewalrus

iamthewalrus

certified idiot
Aug 27, 2021
31
8 for now. had to fake being fine to everyone.
 
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MiseryWithoutCompany

MiseryWithoutCompany

Doggo Good, Doggo Great
Oct 1, 2020
62
Staving it off at 5 most of the time. Even the soightest thought can accelerate it to a 10.
During my period it's a manic 10 the entire week.
 
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Unsurebaker

Member
Nov 24, 2019
12
8. Because I can still force myself to clean up after my place and everyone living here. I'm the only one who does so :/
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
10+ since yesterday. I feel more hopeless and worthless than before.
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
I dont know if I am BP1 or cyclothemia.
 
BabyFears

BabyFears

The weak are meat and the strong do eat
May 9, 2021
34
Was a 2 only few weeks back but now I'm a solid 7. I feel awful but I know it could be worse...
 
Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
This morning it was heavy 10. I had to take quetiapin because I wanted to sleep.
 
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totalselfhatred

totalselfhatred

Member
Aug 27, 2023
36
9 I lack energy for everything, I basically rot in my bed for hours, eat and rot again.