On a scale from 0 to 10 how depressed are you right now? (As in major depression, not just sad or blue)

[venin.n]

0 - not depressed at all

10 - kill me now


I am 10*

 

[distropian_]

sorry that you're at the point of being 10 man, anything I can do to help?

 

[silligant]

probably 8 or so, i'm failing some classes because I can't bring myself to do their assignments.

i'd like to die now but of course things can get a lot worse; there's still some things i can enjoy

 

[xxAbigailxx]

was getting better for a while, probs becaus of my meds, but it seems like it is getting worse again... which kinda scares me... but eh... so idk a 4 (if we are talking about real, hard, paralyzing depression)

worst I ever got was between 8 and 9 I think... still could do the basics, but felt like hell and just wanted to sleep and never wake up... was lying in bed most of the time, living in my head with much efforts to forget that there is an outside world.

 

[venin.n]

sorry that you're at the point of being 10 man, anything I can do to help?

Idk honestly, but thank you for offering to

 

[j3n4829]

9, i know im depressed and theres no denying it, but i have a friend that always makes me happy no matter what, i would stay alive just for her

 

[SpencerSees]

around 9
i can't do another day of school and i feel actually physically unwell from being so upset, but i'm trying to make it to thursday when i have therapy
around 9
i can't do another day of school and i feel actually physically unwell from being so upset, but i'm trying to make it to thursday when i have therapy

 

[venin.n]

9, i know im depressed and theres no denying it, but i have a friend that always makes me happy no matter what, i would stay alive just for her

That's awesome

around 9
i can't do another day of school and i feel actually physically unwell from being so upset, but i'm trying to make it to thursday when i have therapy
around 9
i can't do another day of school and i feel actually physically unwell from being so upset, but i'm trying to make it to thursday when i have therapy

Sorry to hear that, Spencer

 

[distropian_]

Idk honestly, but thank you for offering to

well if you think of smthin lmk, even if it's just chatting

 

[MyLifeIsANightmare]

12 - I would like to dig a grave and bury myself in it.

 

[BlackMoon]

8-9 ?
I'm not even having kind of hard depressive crisis anymore, I rarely have crying outbursts, it's not like that.

I think I just entirely rationalized and assimiled the objective fact that killing myself is the best thing I can do for me. And that all the sadness I feel inside the fortress of my soul is the just the natural reaction I have facing the unhealable pain I endure without help.

 

[venin.n]

well if you think of smthin lmk, even if it's just chatting

Ty

12 - I would like to dig a grave and bury myself in it.

My kind of person

8-9 ?
I'm not even having kind of hard depressive crisis anymore, I rarely have crying outbursts, it's not like that.

I think I just entirely rationalized and assimiled the objective fact that killing myself is the best thing I can do for me. And that all the sadness I feel inside the fortress of my soul is the just the natural reaction I have facing the unhealable pain I endure without help.

Totally relate.

 

[asian.neet]

10. But it feels like sadness for me so

 

[venin.n]

10. But it feels like sadness for me so

Not just plain sadness, that's what I meant. Like clinically depressed

 

[asian.neet]

Not just plain sadness, that's what I meant. Like clinically depressed

Actual depression 10 bc I'm still finding ways to ctb so

 

[venin.n]

Actual depression 10 bc I'm still finding ways to ctb so

 

[Unknown21]

7

 

[Immensevoid]

unfortunately 10 full

 

[venin.n]

unfortunately 10 full

So sorry to hear that…

 

[Nx7]

I failed in life because of my own stupid mistakes...therefore 9.5.
The 0.5 is for the failed attempts of CTB and what's holding me back for CTB.

 

[Some place nice]

8

 

[アホペンギン]

Probably 8 or 9 since I'm constantly wishing I would just drop dead but I did feel some happiness today..

 

[qsocdu]

It's a 10

 

[greebo6]

7

 

[Kundalini Guy]

0

 

[SmollMushroom]

I'm taking antidepressants so I'd say 3 or 4.
But that doesn't mean I feel good or happy. I just don't feel depressed. I feel nothing, blank.
Also depression is just the tip of the iceberg of my many issues...

 

[ashtroboy79]

9.5 even with new medication, I'm struggling with work and sleep and family and loneliness and winter isn't helping

 

[sserafim]

0 - not depressed at all

10 - kill me now


I am 10*

I'm not sure, probably 10 as well. I think I have existential depression. I just feel like life is so boring and meaningless. I don't see the point in living. I'd rather die honestly.

 

[NocturnILL]

10
Like literally kill me now

 

[Ammended]

8-9 ?
I'm not even having kind of hard depressive crisis anymore, I rarely have crying outbursts, it's not like that.

I think I just entirely rationalized and assimiled the objective fact that killing myself is the best thing I can do for me. And that all the sadness I feel inside the fortress of my soul is the just the natural reaction I have facing the unhealable pain I endure without help.

So much this. Thank you for being able to articulate this.