Story Omg I'm actually gonna make it out of my miserable third world country and have no reason to be suicidal anymore

[Misanthrope0000]

I'm sorry if this is in the wrong category but I feel very euphoric right now, the tickets were purchased successfully and for the first time in my life, I'm gonna make it out of this miserable environment in a month or so, I found legal support , I'm actually making it out of this country that kept my miserable since I was a child, no more strict religion that controls the entire population, no more restriction when it comes to women's rights, no more heavy judgemental people, no more suffering in poverty where I can barely afford basic needs, I'm actually gonna get full freedom, as a woman and as someone who doesn't believe in any religion, since my society is too religious and I was even pushed to drop out of school and my safety being treated simply for being an atheist, my heart is beating so fast as I'm typing this right now, I've been suicidal for too long because of this environment with failed attempts but I'm actually gonna make it out of here, this environment was the only reason why I'm suicidal in the first place, if I'm making it out successfully I no longer have a reason to CTB and actually live life, sure it might not be perfect but it's gonna be wayyyy better than what I have now, I'm just so happy right now, knowing that life may actually give me a second choice after a failed attempt, that I'm not actually doomed to escaping through suicide.
I'm really grateful for finding this community, it actually prevented me from taking careless attempts that may leave me paralyzed or something, and because of it, I may get a second chance to live the life I always wanted, I'll still lurk here until everything works out for me, this forums was a home for me

 

[ineedtogetout]

im so happy to read this and very happy for you, fuck religion one of the worst human inventions of all times

 

[Misanthrope0000]

im so happy to read this and very happy for you, fuck religion one of the worst human inventions of all times

Thank you thank you!! And I agree fr

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I wish you the best

 

[flandre0407]

Happy for you! Hope things only go up from here for ya
Anything you're looking forward to in your new life? Like new house or trying new foods etc.?

 

[SASU-KE]

Looks like you'll be escaping all the negativity at once..That's excellent news. I'm happy for you. Getting away from your situation and never looking back is best.

 

[Misanthrope0000]

Happy for you! Hope things only go up from here for ya
Anything you're looking forward to in your new life? Like new house or trying new foods etc.?

I'm definitely gonna try various fashion styles with no restriction, fashion is my biggest hobby yet i never truly had the chance to practice it!
Going to music concerts of bands and artists, I've never been to one in my whole life!
And definitely walking around the city and beautiful landscapes without seeing garbage on the ground everywhere, feeling unsafe and people glaring at me as if I'm an alien, these are some of my basic wishes but I have a lot more lmao!
More bigger wishes like becoming financially stable and help my family with money too since our currency is weak!

Oh and I can't wait to stop pretending to be religious or pretending to follow cultural values that are against my moral values just to fit in and not be threatened anymore

 

[Scythe]

Congratulations! Wish you the best for your new life.

 

[Knives_14]

That is so great to hear, i'm so happy for you op! Do you already know when are you leaving?
Wishing you some well deserved happiness =]

 

[Seneca65AD]

Absolutley wonderful to hear!! I wish you nothing but success and happiness

 

[Matchaaa]

That's so good to hear, I'm really happy for you. I wish you all the best in your new life, and you deserve a brighter future :)

 

[violetforever]

this is the happiest reading a post has ever made me on here <3 i hope u get to experience everything u want, especially as a woman.