Ok i have made a decision...

[LifeTransit_1]

Okay after waiting a month and really thinking about my "future." I am postponing when it times to CTB till fall... I still want to do some things before I leave this hell. These are things that I will enjoy doing atleast one more time before going. I still want to catch the bus but doing it in the summer does not feel right for me. Plus it would give me time to say goodbye to the very few friends I have left in the world.

For those who wish to read my reasoning of my one month break. Here is the link.
Thread 'I am taking a break from this website to really think.' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-am-taking-a-break-from-this-website-to-really-think.165852/

 

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Good luck to you. I hope you get to do everything you want to do.

 

[LifeTransit_1]

Good luck to you. I hope you get to do everything you want to do.

Thanks :)