I am taking a break from this website to really think.

[LifeTransit_1]

Taking a break off this website... no it has not driven me crazy. But I feel that to really decide if I want to CTB or not too at this time I need to take a month long break. The tickets have been collected. I do still feel like that CTB will end my pain and misery. This break will really see if ending it soon is beneficial. Admin: This is for you. Do NOT banned or lock my account. I will post for when I come back from my break.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Good luck on your journey.

 

[iloverachel]

Good luck my friend
Rest up and enjoy your break
You are always welcome back

 

[accountnamerequired]

Good luck

 

[whywere]

Like all the other great folks here, good luck and hopefully you will find your inner self. I have, it took 68 plus years but I am now at peace and I 100% want the very same for you, my good friend.

Lots of hugs, love and caring thoughts for your journey.

Walter

 

[Ww42]

Like all the other great folks here, good luck and hopefully you will find your inner self. I have, it took 68 plus years but I am now at peace and I 100% want the very same for you, my good friend.

Lots of hugs, love and caring thoughts for your journey.

Walter

If youre truly at inner peace, what has brought you to this website?

 

[justcallmeJ]

Goodluck, i hope you find your answer <3

 

[Fantasy22]

Hopefully you find what you're looking for

 

[whywere]

If youre truly at inner peace, what has brought you to this website?

Excellent question. It can be answered by this: "Close one's eyes and see" I have 24/7 chronic pain and it is easy to type "chronic pain", like an ex-friend asked me one time" "isn't chronic pain just like a headache?" Um, NO! To envision my outcome, I close my eyes, relax and know that with everyone here, I can make it. Also like I have said on here before, if and when quantity overtakes quality of life, then I have a VAD waiting for me.

I have had 2 attempts, and YES, I have MASSIVE depression, BUT after being homeless and hungry at 18 in 1974, NO I never had to think about playing video games or the like, it was survival.

I like so many others have had a hell of a rough go of it, but @Ww42, you know what, I be damned if I am going to get on here and be like one person here who always spews super negative everything, heavens we ALL have that why not try and bring a smile and a pat on the back here, so folks can feel loved and cared about by me and everyone.

So, YES, I am at inner peace because every time I log on and can bring a smile or help someone know that they truly mean something in this world and that I am as lonely as they are, BUT TOGETHER we are a family here and THAT brings inner peace to me each and every day.

Hope that helps explain where I come from.

Always here and lots of love and caring to EVERYONE here.

Walter

 

[D1byRam3n]

Idk, why I coming back at here again...

 

[rozeske]

Good luck on your journey. Enjoy your time. I hope you find the answers you're looking for.

 

[SMmetalhead36]

Wishing you well.

 

[LifeTransit_1]

If youre truly at inner peace, what has brought you to this website?

I am not in my inner peace at all... I have abusive parents that I deal with everyday who gives a ratshit about my life. And I have other things that make my pain very much a burden on myself everyday

 

[lkjhgfdsa1]

How are you now?

 

[LifeTransit_1]

How are you now?

Same state as before... but knowing that I want to do my "bucket list." I am willing to accept enduring the mental pain this planet has given me till the day I am ready to do it.