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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Stirb nicht vor mir
Jul 19, 2026
705
I take quietapine, which in higher doses can be a dopamine blocker, all I need is SN!!!! !! ! ! I am so dumb I should do the SN method
 
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GroundControl

GroundControl

Can you hear me, Major Tom?
Feb 3, 2024
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Yeah I've been looking into it again, too. Sourcing it has been a bitch and a half for me. I have the other meds laying around so I've just been perusing for some sources in the US. It'll give you more time to think, though, and certainly (?) more peaceful.
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Stirb nicht vor mir
Jul 19, 2026
705
Yeah I've been looking into it again, too. Sourcing it has been a bitch and a half for me. I have the other meds laying around so I've just been perusing for some sources in the US. It'll give you more time to think, though, and certainly (?) more peaceful.
Going insane too, looking on how to buy it in EU, I think I found a supplier hopefully, since most of the ones I saw had a purity of less then 1%
Generally unless I'm a certified chemist it seems I wouldn't be able to get it which sucks, I'm wondering if I could buy it from someone smaller like on facebook
 
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