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NotUrDream

NotUrDream

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May 21, 2026
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I saw OD'S in a thread here being mentioned as a self-harm method, and that left me wondering how it works. Could someone explain it to me in more detail? and how to possibly do it without dying?
 
Pangs93

Pangs93

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Jun 29, 2026
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I have overdosed as a method of self harm many times. How not to die is to use something that is extremely unlikely to be fatal. The purpose for me is the vomiting. Its excruciating to vomit so violently for hours and to be dry heaving for hours still even after your stomach has long since been emptied. Its miserable and that's what I deserve.

I wouldn't recommend it though. One, the vomiting damages the fuck out of your teeth. Two is that you can't predict what will occur even with careful dosing. Last time I OD'd on paracetamol, I took a relatively small dose (in comparison to the doses I'd taken in the past) and my liver ended up shutting down completely. I had to stay on the NAC infusion for a week and in hospital for 2 weeks to save my liver. I was very lucky there was no permanent damage.
 
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NotUrDream

NotUrDream

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May 21, 2026
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I have overdosed as a method of self harm many times. How not to die is to use something that is extremely unlikely to be fatal. The purpose for me is the vomiting. Its excruciating to vomit so violently for hours and to be dry heaving for hours still even after your stomach has long since been emptied. Its miserable and that's what I deserve.

I wouldn't recommend it though. One, the vomiting damages the fuck out of your teeth. Two is that you can't predict what will occur even with careful dosing. Last time I OD'd on paracetamol, I took a relatively small dose (in comparison to the doses I'd taken in the past) and my liver ended up shutting down completely. I had to stay on the NAC infusion for a week and in hospital for 2 weeks to save my liver. I was very lucky there was no permanent damage.
I dont know if i experienced an overdose before. It's like you get really exhausted, tired, and sleepy, with your heart pounding, your body cold, your breathing weak, and you get really agitated? Because if so, I felt that way when I used to crush pills into powder and snort them.
 
Pangs93

Pangs93

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Jun 29, 2026
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I dont know if i experienced an overdose before. It's like you get really exhausted, tired, and sleepy, with your heart pounding, your body cold, your breathing weak, and you get really agitated? Because if so, I felt that way when I used to crush pills into powder and snort them.
How you feel depends entirely on the drug you overdose on. Snorting medications can lead to overdose in lower doses than it would taken orally, so its possible you were overdosing for sure.
 
NotUrDream

NotUrDream

Member
May 21, 2026
37
I have overdosed as a method of self harm many times. How not to die is to use something that is extremely unlikely to be fatal. The purpose for me is the vomiting. Its excruciating to vomit so violently for hours and to be dry heaving for hours still even after your stomach has long since been emptied. Its miserable and that's what I deserve.

I wouldn't recommend it though. One, the vomiting damages the fuck out of your teeth. Two is that you can't predict what will occur even with careful dosing. Last time I OD'd on paracetamol, I took a relatively small dose (in comparison to the doses I'd taken in the past) and my liver ended up shutting down completely. I had to stay on the NAC infusion for a week and in hospital for 2 weeks to save my liver. I was very lucky there was no permanent damage.
i really want to try SH by overdosing because cutting is not enough painful to me. Do you want to give me any tips based on something you've already tried?
 

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