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[nails]

i know it won't kill me, but i really want to take all the meds i can get my hands on. i'm okay with the possibility of my insides being ruined, i honestly prefer it. i'm going to die no matter what and i'm tired of thinking about the same thing that i've been thinking about and panicking over for as long as i can remember. extreme physical pain and health issues are the only things that really distract me from this, and i prefer being in horrible physical pain over the same emotional exhaustion.

the only thing that really concerns me is the possibility of an injury affecting my ability to ctb.

 

[Afterglow]

please avoid anything that will damage your liver permanently, that will be a slow and miserable way to go