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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
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Anyone here have a similar problem? I guess so, but out of pure curiosity I want to know how many people have a similar problem.

In my case it is terribly irritating

For example, when I turn off the tap, I have to count to 10 in my head (generally, 10 is a standard number for my "rituals").
But even this is not enough.
Sometimes I have to repeat the process many times.
And this is just one of my many little "rituals".

I have to do this because otherwise I feel anxious.
Also during the whole process and sometimes after the process my brain literally hurts.

I don't know exactly how much time I waste on all my little "rituals" during the day, but I know it's definitely too much.

It's very tiring and I feel like I have no control over my brain.
Sometimes my brain "doesn't believe" my eyes that I turned off the light.

I fucking hate this.

Anticipating the question, I am a young man.

I'm planning CTB, so going to a specialist with this problem doesn't make sense anyway.
I just wanted to "brag" about my problem.
If I still have this problem after my death, I swear I will burn all the worlds to the ground.
 
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limeoctave

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welcome home old friend, how was your life?
Mar 24, 2024
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yeah, i completely understand you, i have a lot of these rituals, with doors, taps, windows, keys, wallet, documents, etc.
 
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I also suffer from OCD, I also take drugs, I would say that clonazepam is helping me anyway, recently discovered.
 
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